Passion to Live

等待

2011-06-07T18:11:00.002+08:00

等待，是一件让人讨厌的事，至少我是那么认为的。

人的一生，到底有多少时间是在等待的呢？

等待又占了人生多大的部分呢？

等人，等车，等吃饭，等上厕所，等睡觉，等时间到，等上学，等放学，等毕业，等长大，等等，等等。。。

有些人认为等待是美丽的，但是我不喜欢等待的感觉，甚至讨厌。

等待对我来说是一种折磨，等待让人受尽煎熬。

但是等待似乎是人生不可缺的一部分，好像人生少了等待便是不完美的。

等待让人感到焦虑，不安，烦躁，恐慌，

甚至有时还会绝望，因为等待结束不是你等待的对象已经出现，

而是他，不再出现了。

我讨厌等待因为你不知道你在等待的人，事，物何时会出现，

也不知道等待到底会什么时候会结束。

那种不确定的感觉实在是难熬啊！

虽然如此，但是等待还是不能被避免，还是不断地发生着。

等待还是一次又一次，不断地出现在我的生命中，

不管它是好的，还是坏的。

好像我上辈子与它约定好似的。

等待，我到底在等待什么呢？
是在等待某人，事，物的出现，
还是在等待某人，事，物的离去呢？

Power 。On

2011-04-01T23:37:00.005+08:00

yeah! i am back! i am back from Singapore for almost 5 days. i have skipped the first class of my entire degree class! how big scarification i have made for my first trip to Singapore. haha. yet, after i came back, i feel like the trip was like a dream, like the whole trip was my imagination and i have never been there before. hmmm... i don't know why. :X probably, the trip was not as impressive as i expected. anyway, it is still a memorable trip for me. :)

nothing much to describe my recent life. the only words that i can think of are tired, busy, rush, revisions, exams and fears. tired because i have been busying for the last assignment of my 2nd year degree (still in progress); rushing to complete syllabus in order to sit for exams; and, fear of sitting exams, also, not getting good results.

neck pain and headache attack me quite often lately. whenever i woke up from sleep, my neck will be so so so pain and tired. my neck always become tighter and tighter without myself realizing it. i know it is not a good sign, which means although i did not feel any stress mentally but actually my body and mind did feel the pressure.

well, no matter how i still have to continue fighting! wish me luck! :D

p.s.: Happy April Fool's Day! XD

D of the Day

2011-03-11T14:01:00.002+08:00

yeah! finally bought the DSLR and it has become another family member of my family. LOL! so let me show some pictures that took by it. :D

i am still at the beginner learning stage, and so sorry for these "unskilled" photos. :P

well, as you can see, anything could be a model. most of these photos are taken using aperture which is focus at a point and the rest will be blur. i love this effect! :D

there are lots of knowledge about how to use DSLR and what setting should be used when you want certain effects. hopefully i manage to learn more and take more good quality photos in the future. :)

Lately

2011-02-21T21:55:00.005+08:00

wanna give some updates because i feel like wanna update my poor little dead blog. LOL. what a crap! haha. things are going on pretty well lately. i can feel that i am a little 'back on track' on my studies. this proved that i did not make a wrong decision, which is quit my part time job. :) i am now able to re-concentrate on my studies and i know this has took a little too long. though, i have lots more to do since final exams is on May (approximately 2 months from now). studies, revisions, studies, revisions, and studies and revisions. like lots of them said, year 2 is no longer a honeymoon year (it wasn't a honeymoon for long time ago! :P). but, i found out that there is a disadvantage of quiting the job which is i am now LACK OF CASH!!!! oh... so sad! i have to stop myself from going to shopping and desiring any of my WANTS. :( anyway, i think i can gain more $$$ in the future. *think at the bright side* :D

well, i am going to apply an internship at PwC. this application requires no interview but we have to provide our resume. i have not started to write my resume because i am so scare to start. i can predict that my "experience" column will be so dull and empty! i have not much co-curriculum experience during secondary school and NONE in college. anyhow, i will complete it by Friday and submit it before end of February. no matter how, getting or not getting it, i will still be very nervous. if i got the internship, i will be confront with a whole new challenge. i have no idea what and how should i work as an intern auditor. moreover, sometimes interns have to go to clients' office by themselves. i got an A for my geography during PMR but i may fail in practical. LOL. while on the other hand, if i did not get the internship, then i have to find a job to fill my 3 months holiday break. going back to my previous part time job would be my last choice for now.

next month there are a few major events (i assume) will be going on. first of all, my cute little baby niece is going to have her very first candle of her life on her birthday cake! it will be on the first week of March. in short, she will be turning 1 year old on next month. time pass really fast. i feel like she was just born yesterday! erm, probably not yesterday... haha. can't wait to see how she's gonna blow the candle and how she's gonna mumble "mumm-mumm, mumm-mumm" when she saw her birthday cake! XD

as for the second week of March, i am probably going to attend my friend's birthday party at Kelana Jaya. but, this has not been confirmed yet. transport would be my biggest problem to attend the party. :\

the third week of March will be my cousin's wedding. whenever there is a wedding dinner, i will sure be headache about what should i wear for the wedding dinner. i am not a fan of dresses or skirts. i feel most comfortable when i am wearing T-shirt and jeans. BUT! i think it is not so suitable and polite to wear T-shirt and jeans to attend a wedding dinner, especially when i have already reached this age (why am i saying like i am already very old?!?!?! ==||). and so, most probably will wear dress, depends on my mood. :P

and the last but not least, the most important event which falls on the fourth week of March is i am going to SINGAPORE! yes! XD can't recall when was the last time i went to oversea. i can only remember it was Thailand, the one and only time. i am tagging along my cousin's trip for this time, with my aunt as well. yet, i feel that this is not so realistic. don't know why, just don't wanna be over excited because i don't know when the disappointment will pour from the sky. so, i will just take it easy. :) plus, there is something that bother me a lot which is i will skip 1 of my taxation class (the first class that i am going to skip since FIC!) and i don't know whether my lecturer is going to have test or assessment on that day. arrrggghhh! i don't care so much and don't wanna think about it for now. :P

AH! i am gonna spend so much for the following month. apart from going to Singapore, my whole family has decided to buy a DSLR camera. each and every of my family member is gonna contribute to this "project". i fell in love with it since i met it in the camera shop. every shot from the DSLR is so perfect, as if it was captured by the pros. haha. everyone can be a pro by having a DSLR camera, nevertheless the price is not cheap. but, i think it is worth to invest because i am so obsess with it and i dreamt about it on the day i touched it! XD not only me, my sister who initially doubted and complaining about the price has also become so desperate after she held it with her own hand! she dreamt about the DSLR as well. LOL. so, we are planning to buy it this weekend. hopefully our dream can be realised. :D

by the way, my family and i went to Galeri Petronas located at KLCC last week. there is an exhibition of European product design, titled "SOME WHAT DIFFERENT". the furniture there were designed very differently and special too. every piece of the art has its own message to be delivered. and, in my opinion, there are humors contain in the designs too! :D too bad they don't allow us to take photos in the gallery. after the visit, i feel that actually we can find hints or humors around us as long as we sit back, relax and carefully observe. it's ok if our opinion and what we understand about the designs are different from what the designers want deliver, as long as we are amused by the arts. :)

this piece of art was placed outside the gallery. well, i laughed out loud when i saw this, because i think if someone slided down from this slide, he or she will either get the butt kissed on the floor or the face kissed on the wall! HAHA! but, my sister don't think so. she said at the end of the slide is flat, so you won't fly out of the slide. hmmm... who knows? maybe someone has the guts to try and don't forget to tell me what's the result. :P

this is a really long post and i think i should end this post before you guys fall asleep! bye! :P

Blank

2011-01-22T01:30:00.006+08:00

it is midnight again and it is assignment time again. i am suppose to sleep right now or just keep cracking my brain for that endless assignment. yet, i ended up coming here and write some nonsense to update my poor little dead blog. *i would proudly announce that this is my blog's nick name. LOL* XD

Chinese New Year is just around the corner and yet i could not or rather not allowed to feel a single CNY mood. this is because now it is assignment peak period where next Wednesday is going to be the assignment submission date and i am only on the half way. my progress is seriously damn slow! it is not that i don't want to do, but i hardly can think of what to write and how to write. lots of reading are required and i took a lot of time to digest them. i have to stop myself from thinking and planning my holidays otherwise it will bring about a serious consequence which is no mood to split out for assignment. :(

anyway, next Wednesday would be the submission date and i would seriously enjoy my holiday after that! oh ya! before that i have to clean up my super messy table! too busy for assignment until i have no mood to keep my table clean. haha! XD

well, i guess i have to get back to my lovely companion before i fall asleep. :X

stay tuned for my next post. :D

p.s. i realised that my posts are getting shorter and shorter. :S

Double

2011-01-12T15:48:00.003+08:00

i am really pissed off!

i feel like what i did was totally not appreciated!

what i have been done so far was not worth for that?!?!?! shit!

i am so disappointed now!

i won't ask for your explanation because i know what i got from you will make me feel even worse and i probably will just slap you!

i already sicked of your explanation and your stupid fake face!

you did not even bother to take the initiative to explain to me!

you expect me to understand your situation?!?!

and you just pretend nothing happened!

WTF! i really should not be too good to you and i wanted to help you all the time!

i am so stupid that i believed you will really appreciate it!

you will not get anything from me from now on!

到此为止吧！

Lost and Found

2011-01-03T00:10:00.004+08:00

it is mid night now and i am alone here. i just feel like wanna write something and thus i came here. i know i had abandoned my poor little dead blog for a long long time. and now i am here to give a little update.

today is 3rd January 2011. Hmmm... what's my new year resolutions? i don't know. i feel like i am bored about everything. studies, work, friends and life. oh yea! i had resigned from my part time job. wanna stop for a while to find something that i had lost recently--my passion! it did not disappear just recently actually. since i had changed my blog title, i already lost it a little by little. and the feeling of loosing your passion is not good at all. in fact, it is awful. yes, i feel awful right now. :(

management accounting assignment should be done around 50% right now however it is still pending in my to-do-list. no more passion to do assignment and lost my focus on studies. i know i shouldn't be like this and i am fighting very hard to avoid this. my degree 2nd year 2nd semester is going to start next week. no time for me to continue slacking like this as exams is on May, less than 5 months i have to sit for my 2nd year final examinations.

the only way to convince myself to stay focus on my studies is what can i and what will i achieve when i have completed my studies. this is the only motivation for me to continue fighting towards the end of my degree life. :D

besides, i may go back for my part time job, but not that soon. probably 2 months later or after my final exam. no other reason, money is the priority. :P

i guess i will stop here. that's all for now. the next post will be............ someday in my life. XD

Changing Destinations

2010-09-29T12:29:00.010+08:00

For 2 months, i did not write anything, not even a word in my blog. not because of there is nothing happened in my life, but it is the other way round -- too many things happened recently. my degree second year classes started last week. this means that i have to stop working and get my ass back to college. :(

at first, i cannot adapt to it because i have already worked there for 3 months. there was like my 2nd home. i stay there at least 9 hours a day, at least 5 days a week. although i will be going back as a part timer, however, i have already used to it. everything and all. suddenly, i have to go back to college and when i think about those assignments that are lining up, waiting for me, i was so fed up! :S

also, some problems happened at my workplace right after i was back to college. something serious and i don't want to talk about it at here. but, what i can say is due to these problems my 2 best buddies + colleagues (cf & ie) are leaving the company soon. i won't beg or even ask them to stay because if i was treated in such way, i will leave too. still, without them it will be no fun at all. nobody to talk to, nobody to laugh with, nobody to share with and so on. no matter how, i hope that they will get a better job in the future. :)

there is a new boy who worked at another branch 2 years ago came, we called him Loong Mao (龍貓) a.k.a Totoro. its not me who gave him this name, so don't ask me why. HAHA! he is a funny and talkative person BUT! he likes to bully us. so bad. :P

now, its a new challenge for me. class and work. i have never tried before but i would like to try it. if i cannot handle it, i will give up my job because money is more important. you must be thinking that if money is more important then i should give up my studies and go for work, right? no, my point of view is, after i finished my studies, i can get a much higher pay job with THAT piece of paper a.k.a cert. so, i hope that i manage to handle both at the same time. :目

that's all for now. wait for my next post. :D

On The Road

2010-07-28T15:38:00.009+08:00

i have wanted to write something to update my poor little dead blog... but, i have not update it for too long until i have no idea where should i start... ok, let me just start from my job as i am so busy working recently...

today i am off that's why i am so free here to update my blog... overall, this job is quite good... i learned many things such as what is free radicals, anti-oxidant, oxidation and enzyme... actually i took 3 days to learn it because my science really sucksss... haha... besides work as a receptionist, also, i am a secretary as well as a customer service... i am multipurpose... xD

as i mentioned in the previous post, this job needed good communication skills... thus, i get to interact with people a lot especially STRANGERS... now i can take the initiative to start a conversation with strangers... besides, i met many different kind of customers... kind, friendly, polite, approachable, easygoing, unfriendly, impolite, unapproachable, arrogant, greedy, tall, short, slim, fat and many more... some of the customers are very easy to handle but for those fussy one... i hate to deal with those customers.... :| no matter what kind of customers we also have to be very patient and treat them equally (actually not)... :P

all my bosses and my manager are very friendly... my big boss, he is a very humorous person... he asked me to treat him a lunch... normally is boss treat his employees but he ask me to treat him pulak... xD also, my manager, she is cute and she taught me a lot about the spa and how to handle customers... nevertheless, yesterday my heart nearly stop beating due to her carelessness and blur-ness...

everyday before closing, we have to take out the amount of cash sales and put it into an envelope and keep it in the cash drawer... last week, there is 1 day the cash sales was RM1000++ (normally was 10 times lesser) and that day i was the one who do closing... i can remember very clearly that i have already kept the envelope with the money in the cash drawer...

until yesterday, my manager wanted to bank in the cash, she found out that all the other days' cash were there except the RM1000++ one... i thought she kept it in the office but she say no... then, she rushed back her home and find it but still cannot be found... she rushed back and checked the CCTV yet she got nothing...

we (me, my colleague and 2 kakak-s) were so shocked and terrified... all of us was thinking so hard that where the hell is the money... at this point, i think my manager did suspected me, but it is just my own guessing only... anyway if i am the manager i also will do the same as well, so i won't blame her... :) however, it is not possible that i am the "thief" because my colleague still saw the envelope in the cash drawer on the next day and i am off on that day...

i can see from my manager's face that she was so so so worried and was going to cry... but she tried to control it... :S me and my colleague discussed all the possibilities that would caused the money to disappeared...

THEN!! my junior boss (my manager's bf & big boss's son) came and he went into the office... after some conversations with my manager (i cannot hear what they discussed), suddenly i heard my manager say: "i rushed back home and find it, then i rushed back then find again still cannot found... i want to cry already!!!!" (she said this very loud that's why i can heard xD)

later, she came out and say:" i found the money already!!!" at the same time she gave me a big hug...

ok, until here you will think that the money was taken by my boss, right???

WRONG!!!!!

i asked her with my big-opened-eyes: " WHERE IS IT?!?!?!?"

she say:"...............i bank-in already....." with tears in her eyes... she really freaked out...

me:"............" and she freaked me out too... ==

PHEWsssss... luckily the money was not stolen or whatever... or else, all of us have to take responsibilities and pay for the losses... i hope next time won't happen again because i really can't take this kind of "surprise" anymore... :S

that's all for now... i think my next update will be next month... haha xD

p.s.: it is durian season now... and i want to announce something... DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! DURIAN, I LOVE YOU!! :d

Engine On

2010-06-26T00:30:00.007+08:00

i am really lazy to update my holiday trip post (even photos also haven't finish upload to Facebook) because my sis has already updated in her blog... so if you are interested, you can visit http://lifeshouldbe-easy.blogspot.com/ :D

my exam has past for almost 1 month and all assignments results also came out... i think results for exam will be coming out soon... feel a bit (actually is very very very) nervous because i am scare to see "fail" in my result slip... :S but, i won't think about it for now because i have something more important to do... yes, i have went to an interview at a spa located in The Garden as a receptionist...

actually, i wanted to go for interview after my exam but due to some reasons i have dragged until yesterday... felt a bit nervous during interview although i knew the interviewer because my mom is a customer of the spa... initially, the interview was held in Mandarin, suddenly she asked me to talk about my hobbies and what my friends think about me in ENGLISH!!! damn... long time didn't speak in English... i think since the exam is over... suddenly ask me to speak in English make me stunned for few second...

that part i did really badly... :( luckily, somebody interrupted when i have no idea how to continue... phew~~ interrupter saved me... *thanks a lot* haha... later, she asked me to introduce my family background in English... this time was a bit smoother than before... xD the interviewer, which is my future supervisor gave me a big hug after the interview end... :D

the interview ended after 1 hour due to a lot of interruptions... then, met with my mom and sisters... shopped around at Robinson and mom met her old neighbours... ok, out of topic... back to my job... i will start my job next Monday which i feel quite fast for me because i expect to start on July... although is only a few days but i wish to rest for few more days because i have to work for 6 days per week... this means that i have lesser time to spend with my family and hardly have time to relax... :(

but, they really short of employees, so i have to start on next Monday... fortunately, my outing with my best friends was not affected... :) we already planned the outing ages ago but due to some circumstances it was delayed over and over again... out of topic again... back back back... about this job, i have to interact with customers a lot because i have to introduce the benefits of our spa and the products that we sell... good social skill is needed... :S of course, my supervisor will lead me on this, but still i feel a bit worry because i am scare to talk to strangers what's more i have to convince and persuade them to purchase our service and products...

however, there are 2 advantages for me... first, i can use the spa free of charge because this is the simplest and fastest way to comprehend the benefits of the spa... the second reason is finally i have a chance to eat alone... yes, i know this is a bit weird... not that i have not ate alone before but all the time was at home... i wanted to try to be alone in a crowded place... this is because i read a passage before, titled "solo traveler"... it is about how to travel alone and things that should be aware of during the solo trip... and it says that to start to become a solo traveler, you have to try to eat alone or maybe watch a movie alone... haha... so i guess this is the best time for me to experience it... :D

with this job, finally i can end my aimless and miserable life... and earn some pocket money at the same time because within this month i have spent quite a lot of money... so it's time for me to re-pump money into my bank account... haha... kill 2 birds with 1 stone... xD i hope that before Year 2 starts, i can recharge my energy and find my study mood back which lost during Year 1... so that i can do better in my Year 2... :)

yup, that's all for now... don't know when will update my little poor dead blog again... maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, maybe next month or next year... who knows when will my "blogging mood" come and knock to say hi... who knows? xD

p.s: i have changed my blog skin and it's not purple colour because i think it's time for me to do some changes in my life, no matter what, just a little bit of changes is good for life :) and health... haha... xD

Finally and First

2010-06-05T20:04:00.010+08:00

Exam is over for around one week... and now is the time for me to update my dead blog... for the last 2 months i have suffered a lot due to those stupid assignments and exam... i think my costing may fail because i did badly in the exam and my assignments marks for this subject is disaster... but anyway all of that is over... now lets talk about something more fun and interesting...

after the exam, our FIC gang wanted to plan a trip and Xinyi suggested Genting... actually, i am not really interested with that (so do Chonee) but since it was our first class trip so i just don't want to ruin it...

the day before, Xinyi inform me that we will meet at Titiwangsa bus station at 10am... but, i misunderstood that... i thought she say we will take 10am bus... i reached there at 9.05am, Chonee already reached... so, we went to search for the bus ticket counter... we only can buy the 10.30am bus ticket once the tickets of the previous period is sold out... by the way, the ticket seller is so unfriendly because she didn't even looking at us when she was talking to us...

then we wait for the rest... around 9.20am Siuhun reached... then followed by Mengli, Puiyee, Ck and his girlfriend... Xinyi, the organiser is the only one that haven't reach because she is caught in a traffic jam... after we bought the bus tickets Xinyi haven't reached yet and the bus has left at 10.20am sharp... so, Xinyi has to take the next bus alone... too bad...

reached Genting at 11.40am... waited for Xinyi the late comer and check-in together... Ck and his girlfriend took 1 room and the 6 of us took 1 room... it was damn crowded... after settled down, we went to the theme park... we bought outdoor theme park tickets with Ck's discount coupons...

Take photo before go into the theme park... say cheese!!

Pirate Ship!! i feel like wanna pee when the ship swing down... Xinyi also have the same feeling with me... and we laughed like mad people... xD

after Pirate Ship, we went for roller coaster... i am damn nervous when we were queuing because i had never play 360 degree roller coaster ... :S when i am on the roller coaster i wish i could get out of it immediately but still it was exciting... :D

Then, Mengli and Xinyi want to try the Space Shoot... when i saw the Space Shoot from far far away, i also wanted to try... but, when we were just under it, it looks damn scary... :S Chonee, Siuhun, Puiyee, Ck and his girlfriend also don't want to play...

so, we went for Ferris Wheel... :D

queuing for Ferris Wheel...

Siuhun and Puiyee...

Ck and girlfriend...

Mengli and Xinyi queuing for Space Shoot... took this pic when i am in the Ferris Wheel... i am far far away from the ground :D

Mengli and Xinyi say the Space Shoot is damn nice... they say we should try... ermm... ya... maybe next time... next, we went to another roller coaster... this is less dangerous than the first one but still not bad... then, Chonee wants to play the flying chairs... at first, when i sat on the chair, i feel like so insecure because the chair is not balance... but, when i was "flying", it was so so so good... just like i am a bird... haha... it was nice although i feel abit dizzy when i came down...

when we were queuing for the Flying Dragon, another roller coaster it started to rain... but, they still allowed outdoor activities because the rain was not very heavy... the Flying Dragon is not fun and excited at all maybe the 2 previous roller coaster was too good... xD

then, Siuhun wanted to play the Banana Boat (i think) but Chonee and i don't want to play...

both of us went to the Tu-Tu-Train...

heavy mist...

this is Chonee's phobia and so i have no chance to try this... :(

the rain is getting heavy, all outdoor activities were stopped... Siuhun and the rest were not able to play Banana Boat... so, they went back to hotel while Chonee and me went to shopping... Chonee is a super shopaholic... she was tempted by those sales and discounts and she blame me because i told her where to buy jeans with discounts... luckily i am able to resist those sales and discounts... xD after Chonee "big out blood", we went back to hotel to meet them for dinner...

ah... before that, that was a "rape case" happened in the hotel room... wahahaha... xD

waiting for Ck and girlfriend to buffet dinner at the hotel lobby...

the buffet dinner was okay only... after dinner, we went to arcade games... but only Puiyee and Siuhun play...

Puiyi is the basketball expert... :D

Chonee, Mengli and me continue for shopping!!!! xD i am so surprise that all those shops will close at 10pm sharp...

oh!! something very stupid happened ... the story comes like this... when we were wondering around the indoor theme park and the shops, i saw 3 ghosts... of course 3 of them are human, they just dressed up like ghost... they are staring at 3 of us... so, i just kept quiet and wanted to walk away quickly...

BUT!!! suddenly, Chonee screamed!!! 3 of the ghosts ran towards us, they wanted to scare us... i was shocked, so shocked, very shocked and i stunned... Chonee, the screamer was very smart, she ran backwards... while Mengli, even smarter, she was hiding behind me and leave me facing 3 stupid ghosts... =.=|| all i wanted to do is just walk away from there quickly but the ghosts were blocking my way... then, i did something very stupid and funny... i made a grimace to scare them back... haha... something like this --> XP this time is the ghosts stunned for a second, and i quickly ran away from there... then, i saw Chonee at the other side and she was laughing like someone crazy and mad!!! so sweat... =.=||

the next day morning, Xinyi, Puiyee, Siuhun, Ck and girlfriend went for the hotel free breakfast... Mengli, Chonee and me stay in the room and had Maggie Cup and biscuit as breakfast... surprisingly, they "da bao" some breakfast from the buffet for us... sweat again... before go home, we went to shop around again...

another 2 ghosts... xD

we checked out around 12pm and go home at 12.30pm by bus...

one last shot before say goodbye to Genting... :)

overall, this trip is quite fun and exciting... hope that our next trip will be more fun and exciting... and more people can come with us...

that's all for now... :D

When W E N meets N E W

2010-03-18T22:16:00.004+08:00

today had lunch with Pui San, Cho Nee and Jack... Pui San suggested a new cafe located nearby my college... beside the cafe is a budget hotel named BackHome... so many mat salleh... haha... the environment there is quite good and the budget hotel is nice too... :D

there are outdoor sits and we choose to sit out door because they say it is very nice out there... but... it is sooooo hot out there... yet, a mat salleh is still enjoying her meal under the hot sun... == the taste of the food is okay... not very good and not too bad... at least better than the "pong teh"... "pong teh's" price is marvelous but taste 'balia-lous'... :S

after that, i went to visit my cousin sister-in-law and my niece at the hospital with my mom, aunt and sister. i was so excited... when we reached there, we went to visit the mother first. mother's condition is good and can be discharged tomorrow...

then, went to see the BABY in the nursery room... we only can see her through the window because only babies' parents are allowed to go inside... the nurse pushed the baby beside the window so that we can see her more clearly... she is sleeping quietly... my aunt which is the baby's grandma was so so so excited and she is taking photos of her baby grandchild non stop!! xD

sleeping quietly... *rock-a-bye-baby on the tree top* xD

wrapped tightly... hehe...

my first impression of the baby is she is so tiny and adorable!!!! after that, the nurse took the baby into her mother's room... the baby did not wake up... she only open her eyes little bit then close it back... maybe the light is too bright... everyone is waiting for the baby to open her eyes... and everyone is looking at the baby!!! hahaha... it was so funny... xD

she was trying to open her eyes... her eyes is quite big... like me... nyek nyek... xD

everyone is so happy and excited... but, her parents have not give her a name yet... coming soon... :D

i really looking forward for her to grow up... hope that she will grow up happily and healthily... :D

It's Never Too Late

2010-03-15T22:40:00.006+08:00

today, Mr.S apologised to us in front of the class... most important is, he EXPLAINED that it is not our fault and we did not COMPLAINED him... it is "somebody else's" fault but he did not mention who is that... but, we know who is that lar... haha...

finally, all the misunderstanding vanished!! i am really happy about it!! hehe :D

before the incident happened, i respect Mr.S because he is my lecturer... but, after today i respect him because he is so brave and he has the courage to apologise in front of his students... Sir, you ROCKSSS!!! :D

this week onwards, there will be loads of extra class available... extra class for completing semester 1 syllabus as well as semester 2... timetable is so packed and assignments are going on too... due date is getting nearer but i haven't started to write a word!!! really don't have the mood... yet, this is not an excuse because lecturer won't care about our mood... what he cares is our "finished product"...

after assignment, it is the time for the EXAM!!!! exam falls on may... there is less than 1 and a half month aways from exam but i am not prepared for exam yet... no revision what so ever had been done...

haiz... i need to be more hardworking now... but, i feel that i am getting lazier... ==|| oh no!!!! i must find some ways to MOTIVATE myself... hahahaha xD

that's all for now... :D

Misunderstanding

2010-03-10T22:31:00.006+08:00

Monday was the Financial Accounting test... and before the test, our FA lecturer Mr.S says he want to make a small announcement... he said: "September intake, i received Ms. "Cornea's good friend" sms saying that you all went to COMPLAIN that i did not complete the semester 1 syllabus... it is not my fault that the semester 1 syllabus was not completed and it is not Ms.S's (semester 1 FA lecturer) fault... i am the head of this subject and i have been teaching for 15 (or 16) years and i know what should i do... your assignments will come to me and i can even penalise your assignment!!!! September intake, you all better watch out..." and bla bla bla...

Mr.S said something that he should never ever say to students and i really hate it!! as a lecturer, he shouldn't say that to us and what's more he is saying in front of the July intake!!! i felt that we were insulted... :( in fact, we only went to REQUEST for extra classes... it is the Ms. "Cornea's good friend" who delivered a wrong message and saying that we went to complain... ==

And, some idiot brainless creature raise a stupid silly question "Sir, how about us??" and they laughed... Hello?? that is not funny at all!!! he sounds like he want to be penalised also... i have a suggestion for him: go and request with Ms. "Cornea's good friend" and say that he want to be penalised... it is his right to request for it because he pays for the fees... HAHA! and i have 1 thing to tell him: don't ever think that your "jokes" are funny... it will only make you sounds stupid and brainless... and you are really noisy and disturbing in the class!!! xP

after our test, we went to see Ms. "Cornea's good friend"... told her about what Mr.S told us and she say she will talk to him later... ok... whatever... what Mr.S said was affecting me during exam... arrggghhh...

then, today when Mr.P (costing lecturer) came into the class, he ask us to stay back after class... again, some idiot brainless creature laughed... they though it was the sms incident again... ok... fine... after class Mr.P ask Sept intake to go in front and i heard the stupid brainless creature make some stupid noise... ==|| damn!! they are so childish... some of them even stay back to "8"...

really unfortunately and a huge disappointment for them... Mr.P did not scold us... in fact, he wanted to discuss about the extra class with us... oh ya... now, they know we have an extra class and the idiot brainless creature wanted to join??? oh my god... we do all the thing and get scolded by Mr.S then at the end YOU want to enjoy the benefit??? go to hell and have your own extra class!!! :P

then, my friends told me that they saw Mr.S when they were on their way back... and Mr.S apologised to them... and he did not really meant what he said... == you scolded us in front of the WHOLE class and now you are apologising quietly?? ok, i don't mind... what i really mind is we were misunderstood by July intake and what you should do is fix it... i don't like to misunderstood by people... i really hope that Mr.S will make a clear statement that he misunderstood us... apologise or not... depend on him...

i know that i am rude to someone in this post but i think he deserves it... :P

ok, end of story... :D

Short Update

2010-02-20T15:23:00.004+08:00

i have been so so so busy during Chinese New Year... busy for what? for eating, receiving ang paos, gambling... oppss... hehe...

Chinese New Year holiday is coming to the end for most of them... but, for me, it already ended... because today i already started my first class after Chinese New Year... :( i should have go for gathering, movie and visiting my secondary friends house (for ang paos.. xD) today... but, my lecturer refuse to cancel class, so class is still on...

maybe later will update more about my Chinese New Year... depends on my mood... hehe... later is going out for dinner with my family and relatives... today is the fist time i go to Chinese restaurant during this Chinese New Year... xD that's all for now... :D

Super Shopaholic

2010-01-31T23:06:00.005+08:00

yesterday, went shopping with my family at Sunway. i almost spent all my money for SHOPPING!!! but, i think it is worth because finally i have hunted all the things that i want. :D and my preys are a semi-formal top, a RED t-shirt is a must for Chinese New Year and a pair of jeans...

i am really really happy not only because of i bought my desires but at the same time i am releasing stress!!! i really felt very very happy and excited when buying things... and i still want to continue buying and shopping but my little skinny purse has restricted me from doing that... so sad :(

i guess if i am rich... i mean really rich, i will become a shopaholic... super shopaholic... i have A LOT of things especially luxuries that are listed in my future to-buy-list... xD shopping and spending money really can get me to heaven... that's why earn a lot of money is my aim + target... however, before i achieve this target, i must control my itchy hand so that my purse won't "BIG OUT BLOOD"... (although it is now... xD) so, stop thinking about shopping now!!!!!! X.X

tomorrow, i will clean my room and my super duper dusty and messy table... it looks like i have not clean it for a century... hahaha... actually, i wanted to clean it today, but it was delayed due to my laziness... today morning i also planned to go hiking with my dad and sisters because i want and i need fresh air, still everyone (except my dad) cannot wake up in the morning... so, cancelled... xD

then, i need to do revision for what my lecturers taught so far in 2nd semester... i do not really know what my lecturers teaching because i am too focus on my assignment... so, to make sure that i can cope with all the subjects, i need to do revision... but, also must depends on my mood... if no mood, then postpone... haha xD

oh ya, today is the last day of January... that means we are one step nearer from Chinese New Year... really excited with all the ang paos and delicious foods... xD time flies like nobody business (this sounds weird)...

C'est tout pour aujourd'hui. bonne nuit! :D

Released Me

2010-01-28T23:25:00.006+08:00

Finally, cost accounting assignment submitted yesterday... in the morning, we went to college to see Mr Pancha for our PPD essay... before that, we discovered that Mr Peter has cancelled our afternoon class... we were so shocked because Mr Peter said he won't cancel class unless he is lying in the hospital... hahaha... so, is he really lying in the hospital??? i hope no... xD

then, went to see Mr Pancha regarding our essay... he told us that we need to restructure our essay sentences because our sentences are too "low-standard"... ==|| so sad to hear that... but still i admit that my writing skill has a lot more room to be improved... is our essay really that bad??? i think maybe except Jack's part... haha...

after discussed with Mr Pancha, its time for final touch up and printing for our costing assignment!!! everyone is busying in the computer lab... and i think almost a quarter of the printer ink is used by us... hahaha...

while waiting for Meng Li and friends to finish up the work, Cho Nee, Jack and me went to library to redo PPD essay... later, we already very hungry and i called Siu Hun... 7 of us went to the office and submitted our costing assignment... i was so happy that time because finally i submitted my first assignment in degree... yet, i feel very nervous too because i am worry about my marks... but, no point for me to think too much now... the only thing i have to do is enjoy holidays and enjoy shopping plus enjoy my Chinese New Year!!! xD

next, its time to feed our hungry tummies... someone suggested to eat at McD but due to Pui Yee, we decided to find other restaurant with air-corn... Siu Hun say there is a shop at Petaling Street named "金莲记" with air-corn... i heard this shop before from my mom and she told me that i ate at there before... but i cannot remember at all... haha... so, 6 of us walked to Petaling Street... when we reached there, guess what?? the shop did not do business on that day... O.O what the hack???

we have no choice but go back to our very first option -- McD... eat, crap, laugh... then our Ah Tao sms me... time to get back to library continue our PPD...

i feel very released after submitted the assignment... before that, i was really stressed and depressed not only because of the assignment but also due to other reasons... however, now everything is over!!! because i have also submitted my stress and depression together with the assignment... so now, no more stress and tears for me... :D

today, went to The Garden shopping with my aunt, mom and youngest sister... i didn't really hunt for my own goodies because i was accompanying my aunt and mom to shop at the baby department... haha... they were preparing for my cousin's "coming soon" baby which will be arrived to this world on March...

my 2nd round shopping will be on this Saturday at Sunway with my sister and family... really excited and i am looking forward to it!! this time i hope i can get whatever on my to-buy-list... :D

that's all for now... :)

Break Myself

2010-01-08T17:17:00.006+08:00

just now, i am reading my old post... and i realised that most of my recent post is talking about assignments... ASSIGNMENT, a word that initially i am not familiar with until i know what the hack is that and now i am scare and fed up about it... gosh, i really hate doing assignments... especially the topic that you have already presented... damn boring to do the same topic for 2000 words assignment and presentation...

i have started this assignment on 3.01.10 and until now i have only completed 1 paragraph plus 1 sentence... it is only less than 10% of the whole assignment... and 20th January is the due date... 11th January 2nd semester start... doing essay assignments is really boring!!! search for info, read the notes and paraphrase it then do the intext-references, add some explanations then list of references, last but not least bibliography... all the assignments are the SAME!!!!

i feel that degree life is getting boring... everyday when i wake up, i wanted to finish my assignment as soon as possible... but, i don't have the mood and passion plus MOTIVATION to do it... i hope class will start faster so that i can find my passion back... BUT!!! if 2nd semester started, that means the due date is just around the corner... (although now the due date is also just around the corner ==||)

one more thing that i am worry about... the number of students for our 2nd semester class... July intake and September intake will be 70+ students... damn a lot!!! how can we study and focus in such a big class??? AND!!! next semester we will be having class on Saturday!!!! DAMN!!!! Saturday is my favourite day and now you tell me that i have to climb up from my lovely bed early in the morning and crawl to college to study for 3HOURS!!!! ARRRGGGGHHH!!!!!!!

that day, i had a dream about primary school, secondary school and college... a funny dream... primary teacher plus secondary syllabus plus college classmates.... what a funny combination... i guess i am too stress and make me want to go back to either primary or secondary school... xD

life is getting more stress and harder... i hope my mind can grow up faster and become more mature to handle my current stress and problems... :D

2010 New Year?

2010-01-02T11:57:00.002+08:00

it seems like my blog post is getting less and less and it is shorter and shorter... i think this is because i have phobia of writing... i have used most of my "word quota" in my assignments... and now when i am typing i will be thinking of those scary assignments... duh... holiday is not holiday and semester break is not semester break because assignment is still going on... cost accounting assignment which is about motivation need to be done and submit on 20 January 2010... but i am not motivated enough to get it done...

until the end of 2009, i can say that i have not learn as much knowledge as i want and expect... i am quite confuse right now because there are so many questions in my head and things that i am not sure about... i am worry about something but i don't know what am i worry about... :(

2010 to me is more assignments, more troubles and more delays... but, i hope that it will be an exciting year... less assignments, less troubles please...

hope i will get my assignment done quickly and smoothly... :D

Give me a break!!!

2009-12-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD!! i have not touch my blog for over a month... i wanted to update it and i have a lot of post to update but due to assignments' deadline is just around the corner i have to delay it or maybe just ignore it... haha... because i really don't have much time to think of other things... every time when my mind is free, the assignments will automatically come to my mind... if i watch tv or online, i will feel guilty... :(

for me, to answer the assignment questions is not that difficult, but the difficult part is doing the references and bibliography. i am really sick of doing it... :S plus, some of my group members are "useless"... i did not really trust them (3 of them) because 2 of them almost absent everyday and as for the "lady gaga"... don't have responsible on her work and she just simply do it! really cannot trust them... so, 6 person's work became 3 person's work... but, i rather do the work myself than pass the work to them because they are so irresponsible... and they don't even care about the assignments... so sad to have such kind of members in my group... :(

i have changed my assignments answer over and over again... i don't want to face the same thing anymore... i feel so fed up about it... and the bibliography and references really going to drive me crazy... there are so many version of doing it... different lecturer gave different examples... luckily, we met our senior in the library and she taught us a lot of things about the reference and bibliography... thank you so much to my senior -- Sharon... hope you wont feel annoyed... :D

today, finally hand in cost accounting group assignment... next week is going to be the ppd assignments and next month is the cost accounting individual assignment... then, semester 2 countless assignments is coming... ARRRGGGHHHH!!!! my whole degree life is only for assignments... haiz... T.T

also, my laptop is broken!!! now i have to use my sister's laptop... and we have to take turns to use it... == now i am waiting for my ptptn loans to buy a new desktop...

that's all for now... don't know when can update my blog again... :|

Money and Dreams

2009-11-08T22:51:00.006+08:00

i am always thinking about my future and what i want is it really what i need...?

few years back(when i have decided to take accounting course), i dreamed to have a lot of money... lots and lots of money... well, it is still my dream now... who don't want to be rich?

but is it money that important? does money really can overcome all problems? are there anything more important and valuable than money? will i really be happy when i own a lot of money?

these problems are turning in my mind... suddenly, i realised that money is really important to assist you to achieve your dreams... according to maslow's hierarchy of needs theory, the most basic level of need is money.... you can proceed to next level of need (safety, social etc) only when you have sufficiently met this need which is money... maybe money cannot make you happy, but trust me most of the happiness needs money...

thus, now i am clear that my first goal is to earn a lot of money.... with money, i can proceed to my next dream which is travel around the world with my family and built my own mansion... haha... err... the mansion maybe will be a bit hard... but i will try my best until i reach all my dreams... there is still 1 problem i am worrying... will i loose myself when i am on my way to achieve these dreams?? i hope no... i am still groping for my way... therefore, i will always remind myself to be myself...

"be who you want to be and do what you want to do" :D

Assignments Wave

2009-10-23T23:13:00.004+08:00

today is cost accounting class... as usual, i still could not understand what is my lecturer teaching... at first, i try very hard to understand those explanations, but i still could not see the connection between the explanations and the notes... at the end, i gave up and i read those note myself... yet, i only can understand a little bit of it... only a little...

finally, i understand that at this level (degree programme), we need to be very independent... nothing will be delivered to our front automatically... so called "spoon feeding"... nobody will feed you although you are getting ready to open your mouth as big as possible...

at the same time, i also realised that we need to be selfish due to the plagiarism... we no longer can share our resources and information with each other just like we did during FIC... this make me feel that doing the assignments are very lonely just like you are fighting in a war alone... no one will or can assist you... i am the only one who can help myself... i won't blame my friends to be selfish, and i also hope that they will not blame me as well...

now, i can feel the pressure become more obvious... heavier and heavier... there are two things make me feel stress... first, is the assignments... cost accounting assignment and presentation were given today... essay 1500-2000 words, portfolio 2 exercise 1000-2000 words each... so, in total i have to write 3500-6000 words... if each word can earn me RM1 i would be glad to write even more than that...

the second pressure factor is the fact or the reality of this world... selfish seems to be the most important elements to survive in the society especially when we are working... this really freak me out because you don't know what a person will do in order to achieve what he or she wants... although i haven't know someone who will do such thing or maybe i don't know but, i will have a very suspicious mind...

yet, for now i will concentrate on my assignments since this are my first assignments in my first year degree... and now it is degree, no jokes...

ASSIGNMENTS WAVE, HIT ME!!!! :P

Drive More, Drive Safe

2009-10-20T21:53:00.005+08:00

today, my daddy on leave so my mom ask me and my sister go and fetch my 13 years old sister... my mom say: if you don't want to go, you have to cook the dinner... == i would rather go and fetch my sister and not deal with those raw food in the kitchen... haha...

this is a very good chance for me to practice and sharpen my driving skills since i have not drive for 3N months... we left our house 15minutes earlier so that i will have time to practice... i drive around my area and we saw our neighbour (same garden but different road)... so, i want to stop the car and chat awhile with her... but, i step on the wrong pedal... == oh my god... it was so embarrassing... hahaha... i did not continue driving... my sister did it... hehe...

actually i don't really like to drive because i have "driving phobia"... every time i drive, i will think of those road accident... i don't really know how to control the break and my turning skills need to be improved... hehe...

i hope i can drive very well and become a pro driver soon... :D

2 in 1

2009-10-17T22:05:00.005+08:00

yesterday, watched movie with my college friends -- Cho Nee, Jack, Siu Hun, Meng Li, Pui Yee and Xin Yi... went there with Cho Nee in the same lrt but different part... == when we reached there, Jack and Siu Hun already reached... later, Meng Li, Pui Yee and Xin Yi also came... bought the tickets which cost RM16... wondering why is it so expensive?? haha... because we watched the 3D movie and finally i can remember the full name of the movie "cloudy with a chance of meatballs"... haha...

before we went into the cinema room, they give us the 3D spectacles (is this the real name of it??)... the spectacles is so uncomfortable... but the movie is quite nice and funny too... :D

after the movie, Cho Nee and me wanted to leave but the rest of them want to continue second round movie... Cho Nee went back home while me went to Petaling Street to meet up with my sisters and we had our lunch there...

we ate "Teow Chew Fresh Oysters Fried Noodles"... actually the simple name or the more common name is "Char Kuey Teow"... == the taste would be better if it is spicy... after the lunch we went to buy the "mua chi"... cost me RM10 for 2 boxes... so expensive and the taste not as good as last time... :(

then, we headed to lrt station... when we were in the lrt station i explain a lot of things about lrt to my 13 years old sister since it was her 1st time to travel by lrt... haha... when the train reached Chan Sow Lin station, a Malay girl came in and ask my 13 years old sister is this train heading to Sri Petaling... haha... she is so lucky to picked a first time lrt traveler but not the pro (me lar... xD)... haha... then, when the train left Chan Sow Lin station, it announced next station is Miharja in state of Cheras... but the train is heading to Cheras station... everyone in the train was so shocked... hahah... and the Malay girl even stared at my sister... xD

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today, suppose to go to one of my Hindu college classmate's house but due to some reasons... i didn't make it... so, i suggested to my best friend gang to meet up but they are busy too... then, my mom say want to go to mid valley but cancelled... == but, luckily my high school classmates ask me out for gathering... haha... so happy don't need to stay at home... :D

so, we meet at leisure mall's wong kok... i reached there at 11.40am... later, li min came but the others say will come later... so, we walked around and chatted... 12.20pm we went to wong kok to wait for them... 12.30 li ping came then followed by Bryan, then Yu Wai, Kok Tim and Weng Jun... the last was Siong Hooi...

there's been a long time i did not meet with them... then, Bryan suggested to watch movie... so, after we chatted, eat and drink, we headed to the cinema ticket counter... Bryan wanted to watch "cloudy with a chance of meatballs" but i have watched and li ping wanted to watch horror movie so we choose "Pandorum"...

the movie starts at 3pm and there are still 30min before the movie start... therefore, they fill the time in the arcade... yu wai, kok tim and weng jun did not join us for the movie...

before we get into the cinema room, i greet the Indian cinema worker "happy deepavali"... so pity him need to work on deepavali...

this movie is not very horror but Bryan was so scared... when there are horror scene, he uses his hand to close his ears... HAHAHA... so funny.... i try to scare him and he beat me... == he even blame it is my fault because i have watched "cloudy with a chance of meatballs"... hahaha... but actually the movie is not so horror and this movie talk about future... not to say it is a good movie but it was ok...

later, li ping fetch li min, Bryan and me home... she is a good and pro driver... hehe... next time is Bryan's turn to fetch us... :P

wondering when is our next gathering?? :D

Today -- 15/10/09

2009-10-15T23:22:00.002+08:00

today, went to college earlier to discuss about cost accounting questions... our cost accounting lecturer... how to describe him?? no word can describe him because he is a "genius"... and we as the "dummy" cannot understand what is he teaching... we have to find those reference books ourselves and read it up so that we could understand what the hack it is about... after the discussion, we wanted to go and complain him again but the office is closed... == ok... never mind... he wont be so lucky every time... next week we will go again... we will wait and see...

we spent quite a lot of time on the discussion so we have no time to eat our lunch... therefore, we went to buy some "ready made" food... cho nee bought a waffle, jack bought 2 waffles, i bought a fillet bun and a sandwich... we brought the food in and eat in the class since it is Mr cheong's class... haha...

done the tutorial damn early... so, jack suggested go to McDonald's... and cho nee suggested to eat McD's ice-cream... so, we went to McD to have our "watery" ice-cream... chat there to pass our time... we chat about vege, jack's police daddy and others... and about blog... that's why i update my blog... haha...

then, went to jusco with my mom and sisters because my eldest sister want to buy her friend's birthday present at The Body Shop... i played their fragrance there... haha... sis bought a shower cream, lotion, and a body scrub span(dont know what the thing called)... and they packed it nicely... a perfect present... :D

tonight's dinner is so yummy delicious... there are my favourites fish and the petai sambal which is cooked by my aunt... p: it is so damn yummy that's why i ate a lot... soooooo full... hehe...

tomorrow is going to watch "cloudy XXX meatball"... the "XXX" is not rude word, it is only i cant remember the full name... haha...

that's it for now... :D

Happy 11th Birthday (Part 2)

2009-09-28T16:00:00.004+08:00

at night, we had the dinner celebration... mom cook fried chicken and salad... dad cook the prawn... yummy...

later, it is time to cut the birthday cake!!! xD

haha... Jane one year older already... don't be so "degil" and it is time to study hard... next year is your UPSR... good luck... :D

Happy 11th Birthday (Part 1)

2009-09-25T14:30:00.008+08:00

yesterday was my youngest sister's birthday... we went to mid valley to shopping and buy her birthday cake...

we took lots and lots of photos...

first, we went to Ms Read because mom and aunt want to shop there...

then, we headed to Little Taiwan for our late lunch...

after that, we go to Zen to have our dessert and bought Jane's birthday cake...

Today is Friday

2009-09-18T21:49:00.003+08:00

HAHAHA!!! today i went to buy my favourite books... actually i planned to buy 3 books... but, when i reached there i cant control myself... at the end i have to borrow money from my mom and bought 6 books... HAHAHA... soooo happy... keep smiling... erm... laughing when i was paying money...

finally can read books already... this raya holiday can spend most of my time to do reading... but, i totally forget about 1 thing... i need to buy English book as well.. haha... but, now i got no money to buy anymore... xD

today, we saw ms Praba and she was having class... cho nee's itchy hands go and push the door and says: hi teacher... ==|| then, ms Praba came out and say hi and so on... suddenly she says: i give you all sweets... err... she was so happy and excited... so, it will be impolite if we say no, right? cho nee and me followed her to P floor... then she came out with a bags of sweets... she gave us A LOT of lollipop... haha... after that, cho nee became the "Santa Claus"... and she cheat people that today is her birthday that's why she give sweets... she even cheat the girl who working at the counter downstairs... ==||

haha.. pui san, mun yi and ck's lollipops are still with cho nee... so, next time when you all see her remember to ask your lollipop from her... xD

lastly, wish all the Malays:

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

2009-09-16T16:55:00.009+08:00

LRT STAR LINE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSS

today as usual i went to bandar tun razak station at 8a.m. then, i received cho nee's sms says that we need to change train at chan sow lin station in order to reach masjid jamek station... because there are some don't know what stupid problems about the train...

when i reached btr station, damn lots of people... wait there and heard the "haven't awake" announcer make "cant hear" announcement... then, suddenly they announced that due to damn sucker reason all lrt station are closed!!!! they close all the station at such a time??? no early notice what so ever... damn... i quickly called my mom and asked her to fetch me to college...

just waited for 10 minutes and cost me RM1.50 for no reason... and when i come back from college and i asked the counter whether it can be refunded, she told me that i should collect a coupon this morning and get my refund tomorrow... damn!!! they didn't even announce it... how are we going to know??? are they expecting us to know it by ourselves??? and everyone is late, still need waste our time to queue up and collect the idiot coupon???

and because of this damn stupid reason, i am late for my class... when i reached my class, the lecturer already start the class... this make me feel so embarrassing... but the is not the most embarrassed part... he is explaining our ROLE and RESPONSIBILITY as a undergraduate programme... and there states that "...it is important that classes run smoothly so it is important no to be disruptive (e.g. .... or being persistently LATE)..." when he says the word "late" he stares at me... then, he says late once in a while is ok but don't late everyday... oh my god... i always reach college very early... only this time the stupid idiot lrt make me late... not that i want to be late... damn lrt... make me feel so so so embarrassed....

hope that they will really look into this problem seriously and don't think that they are the "monopolist" so, they can take those problems for granted and ignore the consumers' right... haiz...

p.s.: pui san.... when you are not with us... cho nee got nobody to bully... now she bully me... T.T cho nee is a bad girl... so bad so bad so bad...

The World of Words

2009-09-15T21:21:00.005+08:00

last few days, suddenly my reading virus attacked me... haha... so, i spent 4 or 5 days to finished 3 books that i bought long time ago...

i gain a lot of things through reading... not knowledge but experience... every story tells about some one's life experience... i may not understand all but, when i read again after few years i may realise it... that's why i love to read... after read i will think... think about what depends on what i have read... for example, after i read "Die Harder", i keep thinking about life and death... and then i realised something... what have i realised? haha... it is hard to tell, but i know i have learned something...

but, reading those books also make me feel guilty... because, i know i should read more English books but, there 2 voices inside my mind... an angel and evil...

Angel you should read more English books because it may help to improve your English...

Evil: just read what you are interested... don't care so much...

Angel: improve your English language is more important than your interest...

Evil: reading something that your not interested is just wasting your time...

obviously, the "evil" wins... i really cant read something that i cant understand at all... so, almost all the books that i bought are in mandarin... xD

the last book that i read titled 《这些年，二哥哥很想你》 make me laugh like crazy person but also make me cry like hell... this kind of situation happen quite often... haha... but still i enjoy reading... very very very much... it is about the author's pet, loves and family... at the beginning, it was really funny... but, at the end when his pet dies... it is really touching... T.T

this Friday i am going to buy more and more books... but... 2 little tiny voices begin to fight inside my mind again... haiz...

No Regret

2009-09-10T12:55:00.005+08:00

I have just read a passage... it is really meaningful and i had realised something that i never think before...

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一对父子坐在庭院，儿子正在看报纸。不久，飞来了一只麻雀，老父亲望着草丛上的麻雀问已经是成人的儿子：“那是什么？”　，被打扰的儿子瞥了一眼父亲皱皱眉头回答：“一只麻雀。”

过了不久，老父亲又望着同一只麻雀问：“那是什么？”，　只见那儿子露出不耐烦的表情，也没望父亲一眼只是冷冷的说：“爸，我刚才不是说了吗？那是只麻雀。”

当麻雀飞走又飞回来，老父亲再次问儿子：“那是什么？”

这时，儿子完全失去耐性，放下报纸对着老父亲吼着：“麻雀！那时麻雀！那时一只麻雀！麻——雀——”

老父亲愣了愣，再问：“那是什么？”

儿子抓狂了，大吼：“你为什么要这样？我不是说了很多遍，那是麻雀了吗？难道你还听不懂？”

老父亲立刻站起身，留下气愤的儿子，当他在回到庭院，他手里多了本日记，坐下后的他翻开某一页，递给儿子让他念。儿子顺从念到：“　ＸＸ年ＸＸ月ＸＸ日，我和刚满七岁的儿子坐在庭院，好奇的他指着一只麻雀问我：那是什么，我微笑的回答他：那是一只麻雀，并深深地拥抱他。那一天，他一共问了我２１遍那是什么，而每一次我都笑着回答我亲爱的他，然后给他一个拥抱，他让我感到慈爱的存在。。。。。。”

听着的老父亲默默地流泪，这是知错的儿子才紧紧地抱着自己的父亲。

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亲爱的你是否明白父母的伟大？为什么他们就能够承受我们给予的任何苦？还有许许多多我们认为理所当然且绝对讨厌的事情，他们都愿意为我们而做。如果你看出了父母与子女的不同，请再也不要嫌父母烦，也决不要把父母的关心当作唠叨，请拿出多一点耐心来倾听和陪伴他们吧！

摘自《活力副刊》

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i realised that i shout at my mom quite often... but, from now on i will try my best not to shout at her... :)

Stress or Not?

2009-09-09T17:38:00.003+08:00

today degree programme starts class... feel abit nervous... there are some new classmates but i only get to know one new friend... his name is "christnan"... i don't know how to spell but he ask us to call him "LV"... then i say "wahh... branded..." hahah... xD

financial accounting lecturer say we need to learn the basic since there are students did not take accounts subjects before... most of the new students are from STPM... there is a new girl i don't know her name but she is beautiful and she can speak good English... hehe... cho nee and i asked jack go to talk to her since he always ask us to speak English once we open our mouth to talk... =="

i heard from my friends, they say their friends first day already feel the stress... but, today i feel only a tiny tiny stress... maybe the other subjects we will feel the stress coming... haha... puisan have 3 assignments already... but, my lecturer say don't do the exercise that she gave because it is for the next class... so i am very free but only for now... haha...

today is the first day we study without puisan... miss her so much... haha... puisan you don't perasan over there ar... haha...

Shopping Day

2009-09-07T17:11:00.004+08:00

today went to mid valley shopping with my sister... we went to enjoy our lunch at McDonald's... there is only a little people there since our Malay friends are fasting...

the view from McD 2nd floor...

our food... yummy... ^^

my sister... xD

that's me...

after that, we started to SHOPPING!!!! long time did not went shopping... i feel really happy... with the "sponsor" of my sister, i bought 3 shirts... thanks sis... but my sister did not buy anything... that's why she want to go to Pavilion to shopping again during Raya holiday... yeah!!! i also want to buy more... xD

Cake Failed, Friendship never Fails...

2009-09-06T14:52:00.010+08:00

yesterday, finally meet up with my best best friends -- Eunice, Charmaine and Yin. we have planned to make a cheese cake at yin's house. first, we gathered at Eunice's house then headed to yin's house...

once, we reached yin's house we started to make the cake... after a while of "kalam-kabut" the cake is finally send into the oven... about the result... forget about it la... it was a disaster... T.T the surface of the cake is burnt, but the lower part of the cake haven't cooked yet... disaster.....

the "burnt" surface... ==

cut out the super black surface, bake again... ==

second bake... ==

bake second time also no use... haiz... this is really really really a disaster... then, nobody bothers about the cake... everyone is busy taking sopo photos.... hahaha... xD

Yin -- sopo no.1

Charmaine -- sopo no.2

Me -- sopo no.3

Eunice -- sopo no.4

the 3 ultimate sopoS... xD

don't know after how many time and how many photos we took... finally, we got a nice and normal photo... we have know each other for 7 years... this is the first time we take pictures together... can't believe it... hahah... xD waiting for our next meeting... =D

say cheese... friendship never ends... =)

I am not DEAD yet

2009-08-27T22:41:00.003+08:00

i think i have "vanished" for quite a long time... haha... actually, i am not really "vanished"... i am just having fever... don't worry... it is not h1n1 or what... i am just having "anime fever".... hahaha...

long time ago, i read the comic named "Inuyasha"... but, i only read half because i only have half... erm... not really half, it is only up to 24... if i am not mistaken... so, i went to youtube and search episode 24... episode 24 is different from my comic 24... but, never mind i just start to watch from episode 24 lo... but the person who upload it is too slow... i already finish all the episode he uploaded... so i went to the website and watch online for free of course... until now i have already watched until episode 92... wahaha... only 1 week i already watched 60 something episodes... but, there still lots and lots of episodes.... i think the last episode will be episode 167... o.O really a lot right? haha... hope i can finish it within my holidays because i have no where to go due to the stupid virus h1n1!!!!

god!!!!!! i am going to grow mushroom on my head... everyday stay at home and watch anime... haiz... last week, almost everyday i woke up at 12 something afternoon... my mind felt so blur... i don't like this kind of life... but, i wake up so early also nothing to do... until this Monday... my mom warned me if i woke up after 10am, she won't cook lunch for me!!! wahaha... this is really works on me because i am lazy to cook on my own... so, that day before i went to sleep i asked my sister to wake me up next morning... and i really woke up at 10am... ==

hiaz... hope this kind of life won't go any longer... the good news is my degree programme is going to start on 9th of September... yahoooo!!! that means my mushroom life is going to end... haha... really looking forward to it... =D

Tada!!

2009-08-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

finally... finally... finally...

i have been missing from my blog for quite some time but now i am back... haha... so, what happened for these "missing" weeks? lots of things... such as exams, exams, exams and attacked by virus which caused me high fever and i feel like i am not myself... haha... what am i talking about?? i also don't know... that's what i feel during fever... but now i am recovering from it.. getting stronger and healthier...

so, exam is over... don't want to talk much about it. FIC is over means that degree programme in coming... next month will be my whole new study session. really looking forward to it because everyone says that accounting degree is very hard and i want to see how hard is it... haha... degree will much more harder than FIC and i know i will not have that much time to playing around like now... i just enjoy my holiday now and prepare for next month...

as you noticed, i have changed my blog skin... actually i wanted to change it loooooooong time ago... haha... very happy and satisfied with my new blog... nice and purple... hehe... and i changed my blog title too... new world, new hope, new life significant that i am going to start my new life from now...

that's it for now... end... :P

To Do List -- Before and After Exam

2009-07-14T22:50:00.004+08:00

My 3rd semester exam is just around the corner... therefore, i have a plan for me to do before and after my exam... lets see what is my "big" plan... haha... xD

before exam :

1. arrange revision timetable - i have 5 subjects to sit for this semester... one subject at least need 2 days to revise... so, i need at least 10 days to do all my revision!!! oh my god... i think i need to get started from now on...

2. revision - revision, revision, revision... if want to get good results in the exam there is nothing to do but to do revision... so, revise for economics, accounting, moral studies, qm and English... oh my god... T.T

after exam :

1. cut hair - this is the first thing that i most wanted to do after exam... i have not cut my hair for one year... and now my hair look like a mess!!! I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!

2. redecorate blog - erm... i want to change my whole blog... my blog image, title, this and that... but, i will not change my blog colour... because purple world ma... so must have purple colour... but, maybe i will add in some other colour... what colour will suit perfectly with purple? any suggestion for me?

3. do the cleaning - every time during exam, my room for sure will be like rubbish... but, this time before exam started, my room already look like rubbish... so, after exam sure need to do "gotong-royong"...

4. meet up with "ji mui" - i have promise them i will arrange the meet up after my exam... so, i am planing to make cake together... since they already ask me for ages to teach them bake cheese cake... hopefully, this time i won't "fong fei kei"... xP

looks like i have more things to do after exam... can't wait for the exam to over... but, before exam is over i need to sit for the exam first... haiz... but, never mind... the sweetness will come after the bitterness... haha... i am really looking forward to it... =D

Embarrassed X 3

2009-07-10T15:26:00.012+08:00

yesterday, suppose to be our moral test... but suddenly i received a message inform me that our class had been cancelled one hour before our class start... i have already reach my college... then, i called Pui San... she just come down from the train and crossing the road... so, i meet her at the main block... both of us are so unlucky because we received the message after we reach college... Jack is also on the way while he received the message... others received the message right before they got into lrt, bus or whatever... haiz...

Pui San say she don't want to go back so early because she feels that if we go back early it is wasting money... ==" what logic is that?? so, she suggested to watch movie... 3 of us is thinking where to go and what to watch... then, jack--our tour guide suggested we go to a mall called CapSquare... it is new open and it is quite near to our college... so, we decided to walk to there...

when we reached there, we saw there are a bunch of people shooting don't know movie or drama or advertisement at the main entrance... we cannot go in through the main entrance... so, we have to climb up to get into the mall...

Jack, the long leg guy climb up easily... then, is Pui San and my turn... Pui San the long leg also suppose can climb easily... don't know why she can't balance herself and she fall on me the short leg who is getting ready to climb up... at the same time her "giant" bottle hit my mouth...

but, that is not the main point... the main point is she screamed LOUDLY.... "AHHHHH..." OH MY GOD!!!!!! all the people there are looking at us... Pui San quickly climb up and left me alone down there.... she make me so "pai seh"... because the people are looking at me since i am the only who still standing down there... so, after we all laughed... i climb up and we quickly walk into the mall... i don't want to stay at there anymore... so "PAI SEH"!!!!!

then, we headed to the cinema... when we reached there, we decided to watch "Ice Age 3"... because we don't have many choice to choose... after we bought tickets, we went into the cinema room... it was so dark inside and we can't even see the staircase... and i hit my face on the wall because i can't see what is in front of me...poor face... being hit by 2 times... T.T

when we go in, the movie already started... this movie is SUPER funny... hahah... i laugh until my stomach want to burst... xD

so, after the movie we went back home... ahh... one more thing... the mall's door is automatic open but Pui San used her hand to push the door... WAHAHA... damn... make her "pai seh" one more time... xD

by the way, i am sicked of SEGi college KL every time last minute inform us about the class cancel... now, i am thinking of want to switch college since my best friend--Eunice had brain washed me... xD

but, i have a lot of things need to consider before i make decision... so, let me think about it... ok?

Gloomy

2009-07-06T16:45:00.006+08:00

today... for me is not a bad day... nothing bad luck happened on me... but still... don't why i don't feel happy... i laughed as i am very happy, but after all the laugh... i realised that deep inside my heart i don't feel happy...

this morning, my eldest sister is going back to her university... she doesn't like her hostel so am i... her hostel look so haunted... everywhere is so dark and look so shabby... but i hope she can get over it... i saw her tears this morning and makes me feel want to cry too...

today is not a bad day, but it is not a good day for me as well...

feel like want to scold people, but nobody has done anything wrong... feel like want to cry, but there are no reasons for me to pull my tears out...

the weather outside is so sunny, but i really feel gloomy... the sunny day make me feel so uncomfortable and make my head feel so heavy...

i don't know what happened to me... sometimes, things do not go like what we think... maybe i need time to accept and get used to it... and maybe i need to experience this once few months... so that i can examine myself... examine my way of thinking, my future, my behavior... and lots of lots of things...

haiz... don't know what am i talking about... i think i had think too much... i want to forget about today... just let today over and welcome my good day tomorrow ... tomorrow please come faster!!! i am waiting for u now... xD

=)

don't worry be happy

Update

2009-07-04T22:50:00.006+08:00

this post is just to update my blog, so that my blog won't look "abandoned"... haha...

this few day, there are quite many things happened... rehearsal for moral presentation, have our fun time at Burger king, our moral presentation with formal look and our last English class... we took a lot of photos during these days... the details lazy to talk about...

now i only realise that my FIC course is going to end... and this means that Pui San is going to leave our gang and going to her marketing course... from the beginning of FIC i already know that she is going to leave us one day... but when the day is coming, and it is nearer and nearer, i feel that the time that we had spent together are too short... one year not short but not long as well... that's why i am now very appreciate about the time we spend together...

we know each other for only one year... but our friendship is as deep as 5 years... i consider it is... haha... most of our lecturer thought that we were come from the same secondary school... because we look like we have know each other for a very long time...

god let us know each other but god separate us too soon... and it is something called fate...

now, when i think of Pui San is going to leave soon... i feel like very sad... (Pui San don't perasan arr...) because it is hard to find this kind of friendship... especially when we grow older... without anyone of us, our gang is like missing one part... just like handicap... although Pui San is still in the same college with us, but i know that we will not as close as now... this make me feel sad... Cho Nee say she think that i will cry for this... i don't know whether i will or not... maybe i will... because... you know... i collect a lot of tears... haha...

now i am trying to create more memories, so that we won't regret in the future... try to spend more time together... and snap more photos... hope it is not too late...

SO, MR.JACK... next time when we take photo, you just give a nice post, smile and say cheese... ok? don't every time run away from the camera or show a face like you want to eat people... haha...

now i don't think too much of it because exam is just around the corner... now we should concentrate on our exams... so, get ready and have our one last "war" together... haha...

oppssy... i am too far from my topic... don't know why... just want to say it out when i have the mood... haha... because i don't like to feel regret... others leave until after exam only talk about it... talked a lot of rubbish already... that's all for now... =)

Tagged...

2009-07-02T21:30:00.004+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed ?
--- == cheek, ears, neck, forehead... don't know... never tried before...

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
--- sleepy... wants to sleep some more...

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH?
--- a bunch of formal wear people... haha...

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
--- sometimes

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
--- maybe...

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
--- yup...

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
--- think before... but i don't want it to happen in the real world... i am a good human... xD

8. What does your last text message SAY?
--- eh... u don't feel sorry la... if not i will feel guilty too... cause i am the one who suppose to say that part wan leh... (to jack)

9. What are you thinking right NOW?
--- nothing... i am very concentrate with this "tag"...

1o. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
--- nop... because i am listening to the song named "you're not alone"... =)

11. What was the time you went to bed last night ?
--- 12am... that's why now i have "panda eyes"...

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now ?
--- pasar gua... my mummy bought it for me... =)

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
--- Michael Jackson...

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
--- Mr. Jack la...

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz!
1- Pei Yei
2- Pei Sim
3- Pei Jane
4- Charmaine
5- Eunice
6- Yin
7- Pui San
8- Cho Nee
9- Ck
10- last but not least... Mr. Jack

15. Who is no.2 having a relationship WITH?
--- don't know... she never tell me before...

16. Is no.3 a male or a FEMALE?
--- 100% female...

17. If no.7 and no.1 get TOGETHER, would it be a good?
--- WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... IMPOSSIBLE...

18. What is no.1 studying ABOUT?
--- Food Science and Nutrition...

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
--- 5 minutes ago...

20. IS no.4 SINGLE?
--- i think now single gua... haven't update my info... haha....

21. Say something about no.2
--- tall... She always say : i don't know...

22. What do you think about no.5 & no.6 being TOGETHER?
--- erm... i think they will laugh all day and night... like mad people...

23. Describe no.9
--- curly hair?? haha...

24. What will you do if no.6 and no.7 FIGHT?
--- take photos and record video... haha...

25. Do you like NO.8?
---sure... she is cute, funny and crazy... just like me... haha =P

Mummy's 48th Big Day - Part 2

2009-06-27T22:02:00.016+08:00

it is dinner time and it is steamboat time too!!! i am so excited because i love steamboat...

tools :

the ingredients :

sauces :

it is ready to eat... Slurpee time!!!

around 9.45pm, we sing the birthday song and cut the cake...

Classic cheese cake from Zen...

my mummy and her birthday cake...

birthday cake and birthday card from all her cute daughters... xP

after mom cut the cake, dad went to open durian... wow... cheese cake and durian... both are my favourite!!! yummy... cheese cake + durian = tasty + yummy +slurpee + happy

+=and

this special and beautiful birthday is designed and made by the world famous designer --- PeiWen... wahaha... xD

Happy Birthday Mummy

We LOVE You Forever

Mummy's 48th Big Day - Part 1

2009-06-27T13:58:00.016+08:00

26/06/09 is my mummy's big big day... so, how are we going to celebrate with her...? haha... the easiest way is treat her a lunch... but i have no money... so my eldest sister is going to complete this important job... =D

after i finished my class on Friday, my mom fetched me at lrt station then we headed to mid valley... when we reached mid valley, we went to delicious to have our lunch because my mom want to use the free dessert voucher... haha...

delicious...

they used the birdcages as the decorations... quite special and nice...

snap,snap, snap... say cheese...

hey, delicious food is here!!!

classic beef lasagna - tasty [rank : 3]

Tunisian eggplant and roasted tomato spaghetti - i love it [rank : 1]

quiche lorraine with beef bacon - slurpee [rank : 4]

classic chocolate cake (the free dessert) - hot and cold [rank : 5]

tiramisu - sweet + bitter = yummy [rank : 2]

eating the yummy slurpee tiramisu... ahhh...

bill please...

overall, the foods are delicious as the restaurant name... hehe... not bad...

then, we went to buy some stuff for our dinner steamboat celebration...

before we go home, we went to the VIP "high class" washroom which is located beside The Garden Hotel... if you don't have Robinson or Isetan member card, you will have to pay to enter this washroom... but, my mom, sister and me have one... so we don't have to pay... this is the first time i go to this washroom... actually i just want to go inside and "8"... haha...

let's see what is so special about this washroom....

there are towels for you to wipe your hand after you washed your hand... and some hand beauty products??? there is also a makcik inside to "jaga" the washroom... haha...

snap a pic before i go... =)

take photos with my mom and sisters...

Part 2 is up next... =)

Happy Daddy's Day -- Part 2

2009-06-24T21:36:00.017+08:00

21/06/09 in the morning, we went to hiking... mom is not at home because the day before she was having gathering with her  "old classmate" and she stayed at her friend's house...

when we came home, she already "da bao" yong tofu for us as our brunch...

in the afternoon, i watched a movie called "Hearty Paw"...  (who are interested to this movie can visit jamie's blog) this movie made me cry like hell... starting i don't want to cry... but at the end i can't hold my tears anymore... my eyes just like the broken pipe... the tears come down itself... so pity both the brother and sister and the dog too... T.T so bad lo the NTV7... father's day make me cry...

then, i went up to sleep because after cry very tired... when i am getting ready to sleep, my sister bang into my room and ask me to help her to do pizza for dad... == but i sleep for half an hour only went down to help... =P

the ingredients:

the colour full papers

onions

hot dogs

crab meets

cheesy

pizza base

mayonnaise and tomato sauce

butter

spices

tuna

my daddy... =)

the first pizza - before

after

second pizza - before

after

third pizza - before

after

yummy yummy... Slurpee

daddy is cutting the pizza... like birthday...xD

Happy Daddy's Day - Part 1

2009-06-23T11:20:00.005+08:00

21/06/09 is the daddy's day... haha... we, 4 of us made a father's day card for my dad a day before father's day... =)

our hard work... so nice and cute... xD

my eldest sister's message... =)

my message... xP

my 13 years old message... X)

my youngest sister's message... =D

Hiking Part 2

2009-06-20T16:19:00.009+08:00

Let me post some of my hiking photos...

i really love the air and the environment inside the jungle... it is very cooling and fresh... totally different compared to outside the jungle... i love it!!!

we only manage to climb until level 1... haha... it is quite tough...

when we reached level1, there tent and benches...

this is our umbrella + tongkat...

we saw termites...

there is a river at level 1...

my 13 years old sister and me...

my eldest sister and me...
my youngest and me...

the water is so cooling...

i saw 3 "sopo" there.... xD

my mummy and daddy...

my dad is playing water with my youngest sister... =="

it's me!!! xD

p.s. i post the kuala selangor photos until i want to sleep ady... =.= so, i will post it next time la...

Surprise!!

2009-06-18T11:52:00.010+08:00

my last post was a bit rude, now let me post something more happy...

16/06/09 was Jack's birthday... so, we decided to celebrate with on 17/06/09...on that day, we had our moral discussion in the morning.

so, we asked Meng Li, Pui Yee and Siu Hun to buy the cake... around 1pm, my phone started to ring... Meng Li called me to ask about the cake... so, i quickly go to a corner because we wanted to give Jack a surprise... Pui San, Cho Nee and me even used some "signal" to discuss...

after we had our lunch, we went to our class which is 2E... actually, we already know that class 2E is being used. we just act that we don't know and went to take a look so that we can have an excuse to go to 2F because Meng Li and the gang is in 2F with the cake.

when we stepped into 2F, the cake is on the table with candle but no lights... haha... then, Cho Nee quickly take out her lighter to put on the light. after that, the first thing that we do is not sing the birthday song... all of us were busy taking photo..

Cho Nee is putting on the lights...

everyone is busy taking photos... funny situation...

the cake...

does it looks like a castle?? xD

Mr. Jack is so "gan jiong" until Pui San haven't take photo he already blew the candles... haha...

the birthday boy...

he is trying to show off his cake or he wants to hide behind the cake???

 Cho Nee is the only one who use the knife to eat...

Pui San look so cute... xD

Pui Yee... Ahh...

Siu Hun... The F.B.I...

Hey Meng Li... you think you can ran away from my camera??

Hey, Jack no more thank you... this surprise is only a small matter compared to all the things that you have helped us to do... this is just to show our appreciation... =)

so, if you really want to thanks us, next time when we ask you to help then you help la... haha... joking only la... xP

What The Hack! Why Me?

2009-06-16T09:35:00.008+08:00

yesterday, i was sms-ing with jack... asking him about our economics coursework... then he asked me why do i chat both side??

chat both side?? i thought he meant that i am chatting with him through sms and msn... and i think he probably mixed up me with someone.. because it happened last time... haha...

then, he replied me and say i am chatting with him on Facebook... Facebook?!?!?! i did not on Facebook... i was sitting on my sofa and watching TV... damn it! i thought i was Mr.Jack's "trap"... because nowadays jack like to cheat people... he was also making sure that i am not playing with him...

and finally i knew that my account is being hacked!!! shit!! the hacker also told jack that he will also hack jack's account!!! F!!

this morning, i online and login to my Facebook... oh shit!! STUPID DAMN IDIOT HELL HACKER!!! he changed my password... but i still manage to change back... but what if he hack again??? haiz... don't know what should i do...

oh fuck... the stupid idiot hacker stole all my item in pet society... damn it!!!! you stupid stupid stupid idiot idiot idiot hacker!!!! SHIT!!!!!

STUPID HACKER... DON'T YOU DARE TO HACK MY ACCOUNT AGAIN!!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM MY ACCOUNT??? JUST TO STEAL ALL MY ITEMS AT PET SOCIETY??? YOU IDIOT HACKER FUCK OUT OF MY WAY!!!! FUCKING ASS HOLE!!! YOUR ARE A FUCKER!!!

Stay Tunned

2009-06-09T13:58:00.004+08:00

rushing economics coursework... i have something to post but no time to update my blog...

2 big things to post :

1. kuala selangor trip

2. hiking part 2

i think i will post it on saturday or next tuesday or next saturday... haha... so, stay tunned =)

Spending and Hiking

2009-06-02T12:42:00.010+08:00

yesterday afternoon we (mom, all my sisters and me) went to my dad's work place to join him for lunch... he broght us to a food court nearby named "Ampang Tian Tian Lai"... weird name but easy to remember... haha... dad say the stem fish head is quite delicious... so, he ordered 2 different type of stem fish head... slurpee... i LOVE to eat fish... no pictures was taken because we were starving... haha...

after our lunch, my dad went back to work and we headed to Pavilion to shopping!!! long time didn't shopping and loooong time didn't spend money... xD can't wait to spend money...

Shop and Shop and Shop...

"$$$"

i bought a pants, a T-shirt, a watch and a pair of shoes... pants and shoes are for my Moral Studies presentation... my lecturer say need to wear formal... "ma fan"... spent quite a lot of money... haiz... need to "berpuasa" for few months already... haha...

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today morning my mom, all my sisters and me went to hiking some where near my house... woke up early morning 6.30am...

the views :

we need to pass by these roads only can reach the jungle :

this is the entrance of the jungle :

on our way back i saw this dog (down)... it looks so good and quiet... so i go and take its picture... when i go near to the dog... suddenly it barks at us... terkejut me... fortunately, i am not very near to the dog... bad dog..

then, i saw my favourite dog!!! Golden Retriever!!! and there are 2!!! happy me... quickly take my phone and take photo... xD

i hope i can maintain this habit every morning... haha.... wish me good luck... =)

S-H-O-C-K-ed

2009-05-30T15:19:00.004+08:00

have you ever tried before? something you never expected but it happened?

yes, today it happened on me... something that i didn't think before even when i am dreaming... haha... this thing happen like this...

today, i am playing facebook quiz... then suddenly, i saw the highlights beside the screen... two familiar faces in a photo... both faces that i never think before will come together and take photo...

so, with my shaking hands, i clicked it... i saw both of them were celebrating the girl's birthday... yes, through the photos i can confirm that they are dating... oh my god... both of them dated before... around 5 years ago... but, they end up broke up because actually the girl is playing the boy...

i "was" so shocked... was... cause now not shock anymore... haha... whatever la... i am shocked because i don't really like the girl because she played the boy's feeling before... and they are so not match... one so mature and one so not mature... in fact is childish... haiz...

whatever la... as long as the girl is serious to the boy then ok la... no more shock... all expressed out... phew... feel better already... so, wish them happy forever la...

end of story...

A Day

2009-05-29T13:57:00.006+08:00

27/05/09 English class change to Wednesday morning and QM class will start at 3.15pm... 3 hours free time don't know what to do... someone suggested we go for a movie and rush back for QM class after the movie... no objection and 11 of us headed to Time Square...

we decided to watch "Angels and Demons"... the show starts at 12.50pm... after we bought the ticket we went to Old Town to have our lunch... we divided to 3 groups -- Our group, Meng Li's group and CK's gang... our group is the noisiest among the 3 groups... in fact is the noisiest in the Old Town.. haha... we talked like mad guy, laughed like a crazy fellow...

after we had our lunch, we went to our movie... i love this movie because it is good... love the story line... you don't know who is the good guy and who is the bad guy until the end of the show... ok.. show ended and it is already 3.15pm!! although our lecturer may be late every time... but this time we definitely will be late... 11 of us... for your information, i only have 13 classmates, not including me...

so, we (Jack, Cho Nee, Pui San and me) ran to the lrt station... the others took the monorail... we were like marathon... on the way, i heard a sound "piak"... then i turned my head... i saw Pui San was picking up her bottle... then, suddenly she shouted "shit!!" her student id was broken... i have no energy to talk to her and keep on walking... Jack and Cho Nee were ahead of us...

when we reached lrt station, the "monorail passengers" were not here yet... so we took the lrt and went back to SEGi first...

what a day... a marathon day... i think next time don't want to be so rush... just stay at the computer lab... haha... and i think i should start exercise in case next time "emergency"... haha... xD

oh ya... just bought a few books... my favourite books... "the killer"... i spent RM58 to buy 9 books... never mind... as long as i got my "treasures"... xD

Italiano

2009-05-23T12:22:00.010+08:00

18/05/09 my sis is too free because she has finished her exam... so, she decided to make pizza and spaghetti for us... haha... not bad... actually is very delicious lo.... much better than Pizza hut and Domino's pizza... xD but, i think mom did 60% of the work she do only 40%... haha...

the pizza... slruppee....

in the process...

the spaghetti...

her next plan is 'wun zai gou'... i am looking forward to it... =)

Visit Uncle Day and Belated Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-19T13:45:00.016+08:00

17/05/09 last Sunday (10/05/09) we have no mood to celebrate due to my uncle is in the hospital... so, after our family meeting we have decided to postpone to 17/05/09.

before we go to sunway, we went to visit our uncle at Kelana Jaya Medical Centre. my dad cooked some lunch for him... when we reached there, my auntie and my cousins were there... after a while, the nurse came to give him injection because later he was going to wash him wound... my dad did not allowed us to see the "wound-washing" process... so, we  left after the injection and headed to sunway.

this was the first time i visited him since he was in hospital. i am glad that he is look better now compared to what my dad described to me previously.

when we reached sunway, we have no idea what to eat. so, mom decided to eat cake first. so, we headed to Zen.

yummy yummy...

after we ate cake, we still don't know what to eat for lunch... dad suggested we eat McDonald's... since my youngest was so happy about it, so we have no choice but to agree...

McChicken...

French fries...

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My mom and me...

My sis and me...

My sisters and me in the washroom... haha...

My dad, my mom and my sisters... My family...

Mother's day card... made by me and all my sisters...

The 2 Unlucky

2009-05-15T17:32:00.005+08:00

today, Jack told me that he donated money when he was on the way to college some where near the lrt station. the first thought that came to my mind was : he got cheated. then, he told me that he donated RM20!!! RM20!!! wow!! i don't know he was that "kind and generous"... i told him that he was cheated, but he doesn't want to accept the truth... haha...

when we were on our way to lrt station, we saw the the 2 person that cheated Jack. they were still trying to cheat someone like Jack... haha... the guy was standing at the lrt station entrance... when we were walking into the lrt station, the guy came and try to talk to us (Pui San, Cho Nee and me).

" 小姐你好。 " the guy greet us.

" 不好! " i answered.

" 是不是因为我不帅所以你讲不好? "

--" i think he is so so so stupid lo... then, we don't want to talk to him anymore... haiz... poor Jack got cheated for RM20... the first unlucky...

guess who is the 2nd unlucky? haha... tell you secretly... is PUI SAN!!! when we were in the lrt,suddenly Pui San realised that her pants kena something white colour, sticky and smelly... and she started to "yer... yer..." and keep on saying "what is that?" her face look so funny... and i took out my phone and took her picture...haha... anyone who are interested can ask me to show the picture... because Pui San doesn't let me to post the picture... haha... =P

A Letter to Haven

2009-05-14T09:46:00.006+08:00

My Teacher (黄老师),

hi, teacher. do you still remember me? i guess sure you will. yesterday i saw Mei Yin in the lrt when i am on the way to college. she told me a bad news about you and she just went to your funeral. i am really shocked and my heart paused for half a second. for that moment, i can't hear anything around me. Mei Yin asked me, why am i smiling? haha... i smile because i can't believe it. she can't see that there are tears behind the smile, can you?

one or two years ago, my sister told me that you got cancer. i thought you were recovering and i don't know that you will leave us so soon. in my memory, you are a friendly and caring teacher. you cares us just like we are your children. you made our boring science lessons become fun and interesting. because of you, science was one of my favorite subject during primary school. do you know that you are one of my favorite teacher since primary school?

you always tell stories from The Star Newspapers that you have read early morning. i really enjoy during your lesson. my sister feels the same ways too. do you still remember her? the monitor of 4S.

when i was in primary school, i wished to be someone like you when i grow up. the way you talk, the way you walk, the way you dressed and even the way you scold us. but, i know i won't success... haha... you always frighten us using your long, big and "medicined" cane. but you never beat us. you only touch our palm lightly. maybe this is one of the reason that all of us like you very much.

after graduated from primary school, we seldom see each other, even though my secondary school is right beside primary school. but, i still remember that we saw you once at Neway. it was 3 years ago. you were fetching your son at Neway. That time, me, my cousin (Hui Yi) and my friend (Charmaine) were hesitating whether to talk to you or not. at last, we "braved ourselves up" and talk to you at Neway entrance.

Surprisingly, you still remember our faces, although you can't remember our names. of course you remember us, because we were same class with your son. if i am not mistaken is standard 3. and i even remember i sat beside your son. i have forgotten what we chat about, but i still remember that you did ask us to study hard.

i am glad that we had the conversation with you. if not, i will regret for the rest of my life. last but not least, you will be my favorite teacher for now and forever. i will keep you as a part of my sweet memory.

From,                                                      
Your Student (Pei Wen)

Delayed and Delayed

2009-05-12T14:59:00.009+08:00

Finally, our 2nd semester result had been released yesterday. actually, it should be released around the end of April. but, due to don't know what are the staffs doing it was postponed to yesterday.

we planned to collect our result slip during our Economics break time, around 10am. when we reached the library, we were informed that the result will only be released at 2pm. once again, delayed. so, after our Accounting class we went to collect.

Cho Nee seems to be the most nervous about her result in our class. we were confused whether to collect at library or the main centre. but, at last we managed to collect at the main centre. i am the first who signed, but not the first who receive the result. Cho Nee, the nervous one received her result first.

i was squeezed by my classmate until i have no place to stand. so, i moved to behind. then, i heard the ms. Malay called my name... "LEONG!!!" i quickly raise up my hand like a primary school student... haha... Pui San passed me my result.

i quickly walk towards Cho Nee. the first thing she said to me is... "i don't need to treat you all because i got only 2 As." ... --" she looks so happy, don't know is because her result or she don't need to treat us... hahaha....

then, when everybody got their result, we realised that Teck Hoe, Meng Li and Mun Yee ran away... so bad... didn't even share their result with us... i am so happy that i got my first straight A in my life... wahahaha.... XD and this is the first delayed...

the second "delayed"... last week, we supposed to get our Economics coursework. but, too bad our lecturers were on MC. both Economics and Accounting classes cancelled. so, we decided to go Time Square to watch movie.

we watched "The Uninvited" it is a ghost movie. i felt that i am so stupid because i had chosen this movie. all the "ghost thing" actually is imagined by the girl. --"

after the movie, most of my friends went home. only left Pui San, Cho Nee and me. so, we decided to have our lunch. Cho Nee suggested the restaurant beside Old Town because it looks like more choices. but, when we sat down and flipped through the menu, we felt the food is not suitable for us. Cho Nee again suggested we run away to Old Town... haha... 1...2...3... RUN!!!! the chairs became so messy...

Pui San

Cho Nee

Can you see me??

Pui San and me ordered set...

iced lemon tea

Cho Nee's food -- before

Cho Nee's food -- after

Pui San's food -- before

Pui San's food -- after

My food -- before

My food -- after

ok... i have gone too far... "back to the basic"... our coursework had been delayed until yesterday. Economics lecturer came in and gave us the coursework question. he told us that this would be the toughest coursework in our FIC. the question looks easy but the more easy the question is, the harder the answer is... and some more i need to complete my English coursework as well. both of these coursework will spend at least 3500 words. to save my words for my coursework i will disappear for a period of time.

by the way, my uncle got a serious injury on his foot and he is now in the hospital. hope he can recover soon and get well faster. BE STRONG!!!

"May the blessing of the Noble Triple Gem be with you and your family."

My very first job at Q-dees

2009-05-02T16:21:00.006+08:00

yesterday rolling on my bed for one hour... still can't get into my sweet sweet dream... because i am drowning inside my sweet and ''not-so-sweet'' memories... so i decided to share it at here...

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the [ ] is my ''internal conversation'' which is i talk to myself inside my heart and what i am thinking...

1 year and 4 months ago, just 1 month after my SPM exam my mom forced me to find a job... i was like so so lazy and lazy... then, one day my mom received a call from a kindergarten headmistress... she asked my mom whether anyone to recommend for a Mandarin teacher job... my mom came home and asked me whether i am interested.... well... since i have no job and my mom ''forced'' me to find one... so, i think for only few hours and i decided to take the job...

the next day, i went for interview with my eldest sister... when we reached there, the headmistress asked my mom which one of us can really handle this job well? my mom stared at both of us... then, my sister say " well... she will take this job." at the same time she pointed at me... because initially i am the one who want to interview this job... but i am scare, so i ''pulled'' my sister to come with me... haha... then, the headmistress asked me ''can you start work today and we will pay you of course... the pay is RM40 per day and working hour is from 7.45 am till 12.45pm. you will be teaching 4, 5, 6 years old kids...'' [ 4, 5, 6 years old means the whole school lo... --'' ] since, i have no experience and just graduate from form5... so, i have no barging power haha... XD and here start my very first job in my life...

the headmistress--Mrs. Mia asked the clerk--ms. k to give me those teaching aid and books for me to see their syllabus... haha... damn easy... as we say easy like kindergarten... then, Mrs. Mia explain how many student i will teach, what class and what class will combine together since some of the student are not taking mandarin subject... then, Mrs. Mia asked ms.k take me to the class and see the children study... ms.k brought me to a class named ''EN-Mozart''. En-Mozart is a 5 years old class... but, the Mozart's teacher is absent... there is a assistant teacher inside giving colour pencils to the children to do their colouring... when i stepped into the class, all the children stared at me.. haha... then, the assistant teacher asked the children to greet me... suddenly, one of the kid started to cry and shouted '' i don't want mandarin teacher!!! '' haha... she is a Malay girl and her name is iffah... i do nothing but just stand there and smile at her.. =) [ this girl so funny... but i got a little bit don't like her]

then, suddenly i heard a voice... a very auntie and irritate voice... i turned back and i saw an auntie... actually she is also one of the teacher... my mom know her as well... she is bringing few kids to toilet... then, she saw me... she talk to me with her very loud voice '' eh... you are the new mandarin teacher? hey... can you please come to my class and help me to look after the kids... i need to bring them to toilet. '' i have no choice but listen to her... because it was my first day and i know nothing... just ''bodoh bodoh'' do what people ask me to do... and i stepped into the ''En-Shakespeare'' class... a 4 years old class... oh god... they are damn cute!!! i stared at them and they stared at me... haha... so funny lo... then, the Teacher Shakespeare came back... scold those kids who play around and give them colour pencils to colour... then, i noticed a little girl... her eyes are red... i think she is crying because of don't want to come to school... [ i do that before too... hahah... XD ] she cry loud then when she is tired then soft then loud again then soft again like this until the school finish... you think school finish she will stop?? of course not!! lagi teruk she cry.... sambil cry sambil shout '' i don't want to go to auntie's house!!! '' haiz... poor little girl...

when the school is finished, the need to arrange the kids line them up according to their transport... i just stand there looking at them cause i don't know what transport they take... after that, Mrs. mia announce to all the teachers '' this is ms. Leong our new mandarin teacher... her aunt is our owner... so next time you all don't simply throw things inside the toilet... ms. Leong will report to her aunt... '' ok... the first sentence is still good... but when i heard behind all that my smile became ''beku''... i can feel all the teacher's expression is like... don't know how to say... make me so uncomfortable...

then, Mrs. Mia asked Teacher Newton to explain to me all those things since she is the only mandarin teacher in the kindergarten... but she only can teach her own class... syllabus, how to use the computer to teach, the books and a lot more make me so confuse and nervous.... then, end of my first day of work... Mrs. Mia told me that i will start teaching from Monday... tomorrow is Friday so i only need to help the teachers and see how Teacher Newton teach the children...

this is my first day of work... and later will have lots of stories that i saw, heard and experienced about the kids, teachers, parents, and myself in this kindergarten...

To be continued...

“呜莎” 测性格与恋爱 (for Pui San and Jack)

2009-05-02T15:37:00.006+08:00

Pui San  莎莎女：

性格：
无坚不摧的铁娘子。为人一本正经，给人精明干练的距离感，若跟莎莎女是好友，她是值得依赖的好帮手，但成为敌人，就会非常难缠。
you are a very tough girl. very serious and smart. you are a very good and reliable friend. but those who are your enemy will be very 'kesian'... hahah...

恋爱：
想太多的自我设限。交往前回想太多，对恋爱小心翼翼，不过很容易因此放弃，对主动告白的异性会难以招架，不过要小心反被聪明误！
you like to think a lot... very careful in love and easy to give up. if some one tells you that he love/like you, you will be very scare...
[ i don't know my translation correct or not... i feel like it is very weird la... so you find some one who know mandarin to read for you la... haha... =P ]


Jack 莎呜男：

性格：
智囊分析者。喜欢探求理与擅长分析，常使旁人意见的给予者，给人一种冷静稳当的感觉，不喜欢与人争吵，很能妥善的处理事情，不过难免给人距离感！
[ haha... you are very suitable to become a leader... so next time assignment you must be the leader lo... =P ]

恋爱：
可能性至上。把自己喜不喜欢对方放在其次，反而以跟对方能否发展下去为第一前提，是个很适合爱情长跑或结婚的对象。

The Grandma Next Door

2009-04-25T16:37:00.006+08:00

20/04/09 mom came back from gossiping with those neighbour aunt. she tell us that our opposite neighbour grandson punched his grandma's chest because he thought his grandma beat his dog... without knowing the truth he punched his grandma... after i heard this, my first thought was "OH MY GOD!!!!" because of the dog he punched his grandma?!?!?! and the grandma's chest has become swollen... is he mad or what???

my neighbour B witnessed the incident when the incident is happening... my family also heard they quarrelled... the next day evening, my neighbour A saw the grandma sitting outside the house. so, neighbour A went to console her. the grandma started to cry... she told neighbour A that she is very sad and don't know how to face her grandson. then, the grandma's son came out and wants to bring her in.. grandma's eldest grandson also came out and say "cry what cry la... it already happened lo.. cry also no use la.."

i think both of the grandsons are so so so BRAINLESS and STUPID and IDIOT!!!!! his grandma already 60 something and i think is going to 70... how can he punch such an old woman and that is his GRANDMA!!! i think they must be eaten too many dog shit...!! sorry that i am being rude but compare to them i am nothing lo...

how can they treat their own grandma like this? even other people's grandma we also won't so cruel la... i feel so sad and pity for the grandma... other people's grandma is dead and don't have a chance to treat them well... their grandma is still alive but they do not know how to appreciate...

i hope the grandma can recover soon and hopefully her idiot grandsons will treat her better...

Expect the UN-Expected

2009-04-25T14:33:00.028+08:00

18/04/09 my aunt bought a new house which is quite near to my house and they are having a launching ceremony and there will be having fireworks... so, my mom, me , my 13 years old sister, youngest sister and my 10 years old cousin sister went to the ceremony and waiting to see the fireworks.

when we reached there and parked our car, the guard asked us to get into a van that will bring us straight away to the entrance. when we got into the van, the van driver spoke Cantonese to us. so, my mom continue talking to him in Cantonese. suddenly, he tell my mom " i am a Malay" (in Cantonese also). haha!! we were so surprise he can talk Cantonese very well... then, we reached the entrance.

i saw 2 Sakai were standing beside the guard house. i know the 2 Sakai were for the performance and i thought it was over because we reach there quite late... there are buffet and pop corn stall for all the guests. they prepared some chairs at the car park of those houses.

the pop corn stall...

we went to look for my aunt. my youngest sister and cousin sister want to get some pop corn so, my 13 years old sister and i took a walk. when we walked out from the house, we saw the Sakai performing "blow fire". although i am not very near to him, but i still can feel the heat when he blow the fire.

suddenly, one of the Sakai went near to those people who were watching and shouted like a mad person. i was freak out because i am standing quite near to him... he also went to scare those people who were queuing up in front of the pop corn stall.my sisters and i wanted to go back to our seats but we need to pass by the 2 Sakai. we don't dare to go near to them. so, we wait there... far away from them... when the Sakai had no more fire and went to put on the fire again, we ran back to our seats... and of course i told my mom and aunt about the 2 frightening Sakai.

i thought i will be safe if i am sitting at there, but i was wrong. suddenly, another Sakai (not the shouting one) came and sit in front of me with the FIRE!!! my aunt, mom, cousin brother and his wife who were sitting beside him quickly ran away... haha!!! i am still sitting there and taking photos but my hands were shaking...

then, he lifted up his head and put the fire in his mouth... oh god!!! the fire was so near to me... instead of running away, i only step back, shouting "mama help me!!" and still taking photo with my shaking hands... after he did all those things to scare people only he went off... phew..!!! after the freaking Sakai show is the boring "weng chun" demonstration..followed by the drum performance.

Finally!!! the fireworks that we expected for the whole night is going to start. they asked us to count down... "5...4...3...2...1..." ... a piece of silent... after 3 seconds only the fireworks started!!!

Wow!!! damn beautiful!!! it only took 5 minutes to finish the fireworks show... this is the second time i see fireworks at a near distance. really really really beautiful and nice...

me and my 13 years old sister...

my youngest sister and my 10 years old cousin sister...

PJ Rude

2009-04-18T14:13:00.006+08:00

just came back from PJ... followed my cousin, aunt, mom and sister go there... my cousin wants to search for a place at SS2... damn!! the place in PJ is so confusing... the place that we are searching for is SS2... so, we followed the sign board to SS2 lo... but, when we were in SS2 we can't find the SS2/4A... all those road are SS2/50,60,70... can't even see the '4' .. haiz...

turning round and round, then U-turn again and again... haiz... poor my cousin horn by a lot of PJ drivers... they are very rude lo.. even ruder than KL drivers... haha... then, my mom called her friend and ask her how to go since her friend is staying at PJ... my cousin also called her friend's boy friend and asked the direction... finally, we managed to find the place...

all the roads in PJ is so confusing and stupid... the address is SS2 but actually it is not in SS2, it is in SS3... the street did not named accordingly.... the 1st street is SS3/53 but the street beside is SS4... 2+ hours sit inside the car and searching for those "SS"... stupid lahh.... a lot of people say PJ is a good place to stay... their head lah... i am so glad that i did not stay there... if not i will loss everyday... haha!!

when we are waiting for the red light to turn green... we saw two drivers were quarreling... my cousin quickly opened the window to listen... so busy body... haha.. the proton saga driver was so rude because he ''boh song'' the Gen-2 driver horn him... both of them augured at the middle of the road... then, the proton saga driver calling someone like want to call people come and beat the Gen-2 driver... but the Gen-2 driver drove away already... haiz... all the people say PJ is very high class place but i think it is not that true lo... the roads all so confusing and then the drivers so rude some more.. so, the conclusion is Cheras is the best!!

Disney on ice

2009-04-04T09:26:00.023+08:00

hey... i have disappeared for a few weeks... erm... my blog is so dusty... wakaka... what have i done in these few weeks??? i also dont know what have i done... ahh... read books...

that day (forget which day) i went to Tesco, the book fair... a small book fair.. and i saw a book the title is " KILLER"... wow!! hoho.... the next day i went to buy the books. three "KILLER" books... XD then, from Friday to Monday i finished all the books... hahah.... then, i borrowed a book named "卧底" from my aunt... erm... don't know called what in English...haha... all my friends ask me "why you always read those weird weird books?" haha.... cause those weird books only interesting ma... hehe...

oh ya! Disney on ice.... i only have some of the videos... the photos... erm... haha... like ghost... cause they move here move there lo.... haha...

my cousin.. =)

before the show start

mickey and mini mouse

Aladdin and genie

little mermaid like ghost... XD

rest time...

continued...

goofy

Cinderella

Cinderella's stupid step sisters...

oh god...!! it took ages to upload only one video... haiz...lazy to wait... don't want to upload those video la... haha... anyway, i love the ending very much... it is fantastic!!! =D

Damansara

2009-03-21T11:38:00.014+08:00

17/3/09 Daddy needs to go to Damansara to do something... my mom asked me whether want to follow, if not i have to cook lunch myself. i am lazy to cook, so i followed. i rushed to wash hair, wash face, brush teeth, change clothes... then, i grabbed my purse, cards, money and get into the car. suddenly, i realise that i did not bring my i/c. Oh my god!! i felt like retarded without my i/c. i started to keep quiet and be silent. i hope that i wont meet the police.. but, when we passed by the palace, there were a lot of traffic police... maybe the Agong was going for shopping?? i saw the soldier riding a horse too... when we almost reach, i saw the HELP university college... they have a huge parking lot... my mom cant find the road although we can see the building already... all the roads there are so confusing.. but at last, we still found it...

when we went into the basement parking, i told my parents i did not bring my i/c with my mosquito voice... haha... then, my mom started to scold me... "bla bla bla"... my dad said "if you caught by the police, you will be fined RM300." then, i said "eh?? RM300?? i though is RM3000... haha..." my dad say police want to fine you RM300 then you tell the police you want to pay RM3000 arr??? wakaka... then, my mom continued to scold me.. fortunately, my dad 'saved' me... he said "now you scold her also no use..." Phew~~ thanks dad... XD

when i stepped into the lift, i saw something quite special... haha...

this is the "special" thing...

'Ding' the lift opened... WOW!!!! you know what i saw???

this is the highway...

Beautiful and huge bungalows. can you see the swimming pool??

Big pool!!

all those are rich people's house... haha...

i snapped those pic until forget to worry about my i/c... XD

after my dad done his thing, we went to eat lunch at Taman MidahTesco "Pak Hailam Kopitiam"... there was full of people because it was just open. when we walked into the shop, almost 5 waiter and waitress asked us how many person do we have... but some of them just walked away after they ask. they did not bring us to the seats... haha... maybe their boss only teach them to ask and forget to tell them to bring the customers to the seats... XD finally, we got our seats.. then, we ordered our food...

my drinks... soya with cincau...

mom and dad's foods and drinks...

my food... nasi lemak beef rendang...

look delicious right?? XD

my youngest sister's nasi goreng... always eat nasi goreng... ==''

13 years old sister's pasta..

after we finished, we went shopping for a while... then, go home... haha... i manage to reach home safely without my i/c... XD

p.s. Disney on ice will take a few days to complete... so please be patience.... =)

生命

2009-03-14T12:36:00.006+08:00

生命一旦开始，
就像长长的列车，开向未知。。。

有些列车，在喜悦中出发；
有些列车，在诅咒中成长。

有些列车，满载着祝福；
有些列车，却只有孤寂。

生命一旦开始的那一刻，
是谁决定了它的快乐与悲伤？

Pavilion

2009-03-13T15:41:00.016+08:00

yesterday, i went to Pavilion again.. but this time i go with my college friends which is Pui San, Jack, Meng Li and Pui Yee... we were there to watch movie... Pui San and me were the 1st one who reached... we thought that Jack and Meng Li were the 1st... then Pui San asked me to call Jack see whether they have reached... when Jack picked up the phone i ask him where is he and Meng Li (both of them come together)... so, he said "we were in front of the main door" proudly... then i said "we were in front of the CINEMA, come faster la..." haha... after they came Pui Yee also reached (Pui Yee walked fast)... next, we went to buy the movie tickets. the day before, Meng Li suggested to watch "Dragonball Evolution"... so, we bought the tickets... the show starts at 11.45am. we bought 2.30pm "Love Matter" tickets as well... after we bought our drinks and foods we went into the cinema.

the movie starts and we enjoyed... (ok, you thought end of story??? not so eassy..haha..)suddenly, the story become very weird... they skipped some parts of the story and it replay again... so, we started to ask each other what is happening?? then, Pui San asked "did they played the wrong tape??" haha... what Pui San said was right... after a while of "blur" the cinema worker came and tell us there was something wrong about the movie... he asked all of us to change to room 8 and they will replay the movie again... some of the people refuse to do so (including us XD)... everybody were circling the cinema workers... poor little cinema worker.... hahah... Finally, they allowed us to refund.

i cant believe that this would happen at the high class PAVILION GSC cinema.... i watched only half of the movie for the first time... feel a bit 'boh song' cause have a lot of question marks in my head and curious about the ending... but, the good thing is, we watched half free movie... hahah... XD then, Jack say he would definitely "cheong sui" them on his blog... haha...

so, after we took back our money, we went to "Old Town" to have our lunch. with Pui San's help, we manage to get the 'RESERVED' seats... XD

the Old Town menu.

Pui San was very excited taking the Old Town photos (you can see from her super hyper happy face), while Jack is doing something on his phone...

Meng Li move here move there so she looks like a ghost lo... haha... Pui Yee look so serious??

Finally ,Meng Li let me take her photo... say cheese...

Pui San took this photo... its ME... =D

Forget to take photo before eat, so take after lo....

The Old Town receipt.

after we had our lunch, we went for our 2nd movie. The "Love Matter" is quite "normal" and it is funny too... Later when the movie finished, Jack introduced her sister to us... feel a bit "paiseh"... don't ask me why... cause i also don't know why... XD after all the "hi" thing, we walked to the monorail station and go home... =D

before get into the monorail, Pui San and me snapped a pic...

Family Day

2009-03-11T10:54:00.015+08:00

8/3/2009 my family and i went to pavilion. after we had our lunch we went to dessert at MOF. i love the dessert there especially the Shiratama kuri mitsu. XD
  

everyday is MOF day!!

the MOF menu.

Shiratama kuri mitsu (yummy yummy..)
Soft serve with kanten jelly, fruits and japanese dumpling.

after our dessert, my eldest sister , my 13 years old sister, and me went to SaSa because i wanted to buy toner and moisturiser. haha.. it only takes less than 30 minutes to spent all my march pocket money. well... my sister say if it works then it is worth... but if it is not work?? i m gonna kill myself... XP haha... joking only...

then, my sister want to buy masque.. so, we went to The Face Shop... when we get into the shop, a sales boy came and serve us. while he is explaining the product to us, suddenly my sister started to laugh... then, i looked at her and i started to laugh too... what are we laughing at?? haha... actually is the sales boy... erm... he is too "na"... haha... and i think he knew we are laughing at him... so, he got a bit 'boh song' ady... at last, we 'ran away' from the shop... XD haha... i just want to apologise to him... we didn't really meant to laugh at him... sorry... =P

紫。星（II）

2009-03-10T13:01:00.004+08:00

向往自由，是心灵上的自由。
无忧无虑，毫无约束。
过着轻松，愉快，没烦恼的日子。
最爱自由式---自由的生活方式
轻松而有意义
充实而不贪婪
积极而愉快
平常心面对一切，处之泰然。
心里想说什么，就说什么。
不按次序，没有规矩，自由自在。
从新调整方向，配合目标，放慢脚步。
思前想后，为的是不让自己后悔，不要留下遗憾。
偶尔喜欢独处的安静，不受打扰。
有时候爱大伙儿的热闹，感受欢乐的气氛。
所有的快乐，将会是明天的回忆。
天连海，海连天，没有地平线。
轻风把忧虑，轻轻地带走。
不留一点痕迹。
剩下的，只有快乐，幸福和甜蜜的回忆。
抬头看见子夜星空依然美丽。
夜里，海声和轻风陪伴着回忆。
只想留住这一刻，不想睡。。。

紫。星

2009-03-07T13:39:00.006+08:00

有些想法，感觉，感想都无法用言语和文字来表达。
想的和讲的有差别。
人可以用语言和文字来表达自己。
可是那是真正的心里话吗？
世上真的有思想沟通吗？有了思想沟通就可以真正知道对方在想什么。
没心情，不知道该说什么。
混淆，混乱，杂乱，无法理解。
童年回忆是最美好的。无忧无虑，天真无邪，没有任何烦恼。。。
灵感一瞬间闪过，无数的画面也呈现在眼前。
但瞬间消失得无影无踪，有如不曾出现。
看见了什么，无法表达，太杂乱就像电影倒带。。。
偶尔想迅速长大，但害怕长大后的种种困难。
有时候想回到儿时，可以吗。。。？
无法判断好与坏，对与错。。。
无奈，太多的谎言，不懂得分辨。
是真是假，如何判断？
心有余而力不足。。
方向被目标打乱了，该顺其自然或把握机会呢？
渐渐开始改变，是好还是坏，不知道。。。
任何事情都视为理所当然，从未细想关心，直到失去才明白其中的意义。
逃避是因为不想面对。
当时历历在目的承诺，如今已烟消云散。
望着紫夜的星空，视线渐渐变得模糊。。。
也许是睏了。。。

悄悄的我走了，正如我悄悄的来，我挥一挥衣袖，不带走一片云彩。

Input and Ouput

2009-03-06T11:44:00.004+08:00

yesterday, when i was lying on my bed and ready to sleep, my cousin sister called me up. she is going to sit for her mid-term economics exam today. she asked me: "what is input and what is output?" i told her that input is .... and output is.... according to the theory of economics. however, according to TOPW (Theory of Pei Wen XD ) the input is the hard work and effort that you put on while the output is the nice shining result that u get. recently, my sister and my cousin sister are busy about their assignments and exams. every night they do revision n homework until midnight. i know that their very tired. but, this is what we called "input"... and u will enjoy the "output" which is your nice n shining results... just want to wish them good luck in the exam and all the best..  i will always support you all just like you all support me.  加油！！ =)

Daddy vs Pocket Money

2009-03-06T11:29:00.006+08:00

my daddy cut my pocket money this month. this is because the 1st week of march is the exam week and the following week is my term break. so, my class will start on the 3rd and 4th week of march. before that, i thought that this month i can earn more "profits".. haha... however, my dad counts better than me... haha... fortunately, he only cuts one third of my pocket money... well, i still can survive without the one third.. XD so, i said nothing to my dad but THANK YOU!!! haha...

cute!!

2009-03-05T16:59:00.009+08:00

this is my cousin sister's cute little dog named " kiki".
it like foods very much especially french fries.
when you are eating french fries it will stand up and like bagging u to give some.. it also will do like this when it is lightening.. because it is afraid of heavy rain n lightening.. haha.. damn cute... XD

it likes to sleep too. sometimes, it look like very lazy but sometimes it will be very active. runing at the house up and down, in and out... kiki likes to bath too... kiki always bullied by another cute but naughty dog which is my cousin brother's dog. VV

this cute little dog named "claris". it is very cute but it always jealous when we touch kiki.. we cannot even call kiki's name... it will bite kiki if we touch or call kiki... so it always end up staying in the cage after it has bitten kiki... (but after a while it will be released) XD
poor little kiki... claris likes to barks when it heard motorcycle's sound... it also always catches rats, lizards and small frogs...
i will love them forever and ever...

LRT

2009-03-05T12:27:00.005+08:00

 yesterday, felt very tired and lazy to do revision. so, i have to do my revision in the lrt when i was on the way going to sit for my last exam which is economics paper. when lrt reached, i walked in and stood beside the door. another side of the door was an Indian guy age about 30 something(i think)...when the train reached salak selatan station an Indonesian woman came in and stood at the middle of the train. she was talking on her phone. then, i continue to do my revision (actually i didn't really looking at my papers). XD suddenly, i saw the Indian guy standing behind the Indonesian woman and he almost stick on the Indonesian woman. but, it is not packed on the train. the Indian guy do not need to stand behind the Indonesian woman and even stick on the body. this is very obvious that what is that Indian guy doing. but, no one say anything about it including the Indonesian woman (she still can talk on the phone). i stare at the Indian guy but he still act like nothing is happening. when the train reached plaza rakyat station, a lot of passengers get down from the train. therefore, there are a lot of empty seats. so the Indonesian woman finally walked away from the Indian guy and set down. i m very curious about the Indonesian woman, did she feel uncomfortable?? why she did not walk away immediately when the Indian guy "lying" on her...??

I HATE THOSE STUPID BASTARDS!!!!